Please, I need help ! I feel so exhausted tonight and so nervous too. It was not my plan to CTB for the moment but

[babouflo201223]

Please, I need help ! I feel so exhausted tonight and so nervous. It seems to me I became a child and I can't stop crying. It was not my plan to CTB for the moment but I'm lost, completely lost, like a child on a desert island, everything is dark into my mind. I have everything I need for a full suspension but I hesitate, I feel frightened and yes, lost, lost, so LOST in despair. Sorry about this S.O.S, I know it's not the purpose of this forum, but I need someone who could understand or someone to talk with about these awful feelings.

 

[coffeebeany]

Do you want to dm me?

 

[Praestat_Mori]

It's no problem to hesitate! Why r u so desperate? What has happened?

 

[euphoric_freak]

Hey Hun, you're scared, exhausted and and going through so much. I feel you, I have attempted before rashly, and I know what you are going through is so fucking hard.

Please please please wait until you are in a better place to make such an important decision. I've been where you are before, you want peace, but I can tell you what you are feeling does not get better at the end of a rope.

You don't need to be so desperate, hesitating is completely natural in your position <3

 

[babouflo201223]

Ce n'est pas un problème d'hésiter ! Pourquoi es-tu si désespéré ? Que s'est-il passé ?

Nothing special happened today, it's just I'm exhausted because I feel into despair for many months now and it's too long, it seems I can't suffer more long time like that. Thank you.

 

[FuneralCry]

It's so cruel and dreadful to me how there's all this suffering in existing, I'm sorry you have to suffer but anyway I hope that you find the relief you search for, I wish you the best.

 

[vanillamilkshakes]

SI is completely normal, don't be ashamed. My DMS are always open if you need to vent