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Littlewittlelight

Littlewittlelight

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I thought I found my carotid arteries. The pulse was very strong just beside the Adam's apple and I also saw a diagram for it. I am getting lazy indeed but I am willing to read when I am in the read so I tried to find them and press. My neck is very thin I would say and I am underweight so I thought if I just press it, I should feel something but when I did just beside my Adam's apple which I thought was right I felt very little pain and I felt afraid if I would hurt myself or break something in that region so I backed up I would say even before I applied fair amount of pressure and I didn't want to end up with neck injuries or marks because I had to go to college and I can't wear clothes that cover my neck it's too hot here. I wouldn't be able to deal with bad injuries alone and my family is full of freaks I don't know how they would respond that aside my mother would get so worried if there are marks on my neck. Can someone please tell me how to do it right and talk in dms to help me? I don't want to end up like the guy with bloody throat so I am trying to find the correct way before I try. I also wanted to combine it with SN. Will these work together? If I drink SN and make myself pass out with this it would be less painful and more certain to say atleast? I just want to feel really dizzy once by pressing my carotid that's it and I will feel relieved but I don't want to do something wrong. I know you need to apply pressure but I don't know how correct it was and where to exactly because I am just not ready to huet myself when I would even be able to get help for it and have to hide it if I get hurt. I hope someone comes up with a solution and is willing to help me and right now I only have my SN ans nothing else no tools for these methods or night night. I appreciate even if you couldn't do anything but just read this I appreciate everything and I will be thankful for anything.
 
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makethepainstop

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Personally, I think sn is MY best choice, less chance of failure......If one follows the instructions to the letter. Love and hugs to you.
 
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Hollowillow

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Why both? Why not just sn? Puking is bad enough without doing it while choking? No marks too. I'd get extra glasses just in case... But I don't know either yet... I failed partial.
 
Littlewittlelight

Littlewittlelight

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Why both? Why not just sn? Puking is bad enough without doing it while choking? No marks too. I'd get extra glasses just in case... But I don't know either yet... I failed partial.
Would I still feel like puking and does it matter if I could successfully go unconcious that's what I have no options other than succeeding if I go through it because I don't think I would want to be back home and I was saying about the marks from practising. I know about SN but I need help with tourniquet if someone has done it and could find the spots. I don't care about the marks if I am dead but I can't go out with marks if I am practicing and end up with blue marks on my neck so I backed up to try to press the arteries and yeah I will surely have the second glass even 3rd glass or I can make even more but I can't fail I only would have one chance and I am still thinking but learning of methods to combine if they could be to make it more certain? I am not going to try partial soon sorry that you failed that's really the hard part.
 
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Would I still feel like puking and does it matter if I could successfully go unconcious that's what I have no options other than succeeding if I go through it because I don't think I would want to be back home and I was saying about the marks from practising. I know about SN but I need help with tourniquet if someone has done it and could find the spots. I don't care about the marks if I am dead but I can't go out with marks if I am practicing and end up with blue marks on my neck so I backed up to try to press the arteries and yeah I will surely have the second glass even 3rd glass or I can make even more but I can't fail I only would have one chance and I am still thinking but learning of methods to combine if they could be to make it more certain? I am not going to try partial soon sorry that you failed that's really the hard part.
I wish they sold SN kits... I chickened out of partial hanging twice. Just testing. The other one I meant it but couldn't pass out... I'm scared to die, live, be even more crippled... I wish I hadn't ruined my home & body with poison accidentally... I panic to try more poison... But... It seems to work. I hope that people will come to tell us if SN didn't work. But someone tried to warn of side effects and people got so angry... People said that the dead snuck back with another account... I don't know what to do anymore.

Maybe your idea to do both SN & partial hanging is genius.
 
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Personally, I think sn is MY best choice, less chance of failure......If one follows the instructions to the letter. Love and hugs to you.
It's my choice too but I was thinking if someone can tell what happens if we combine both these. I know a little bit but would be more helpful if someone can tell more about tourniquet
I wish they sold SN kits... I chickened out of partial hanging twice. Just testing. The other one I meant it but couldn't pass out... I'm scared to die, live, be even more crippled... I wish I hadn't ruined my home & body with poison accidentally... I panic to try more poison... But... It seems to work. I hope that people will come to tell us if SN didn't work. But someone tried to warn of side effects and people got so angry... People said that the dead snuck back with another account... I don't know what to do anymore.

Maybe your idea to do both SN & partial hanging is genius.
I trust SN but as you said I can't fail and be crippled and I would have to do it forest if my SN goes wrong I also am claustrophobic so I don't know if I want to pass out early and I wouldn't even try to do it without benzos unless I get so desperate or ready to do it and if SN goes wrong atleast the tourniquet is going to work and it wouldn't come out if the tourniquet is somehow secured in place but this is daydreaming because I don't even know if I can pass out from that and I haven't even passed out by practicing yet but I was thinking my neck is like someone's forearm and even my veins in neck are visible I am underweight so it should work. Someone said asphyxiation is better if you are thin and hanging if you are normal weight.
I also want to believe in SN but my body could react differently and my metabolism seems to be so high I can't ever gain weight so I don't have much idea rn that's I wanted to make it more certain for myself because I wouldn't be getting help if something goes wrong or there is much pain. I may want to lessen the suffering because the help would never arrive I don't even want it but I don't want to lay there in forest for days or keep walking in circles with brain damage or something although brain damage isn't seen much but I just want to completely finish myself if I go for it.
 
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Hollowillow

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It's my choice too but I was thinking if someone can tell what happens if we combine both these. I know a little bit but would be more helpful if someone can tell more about tourniquet

I trust SN but as you said I can't fail and be crippled and I would have to do it forest if my SN goes wrong I also am claustrophobic so I don't know if I want to pass out early and I wouldn't even try to do it without benzos unless I get so desperate or ready to do it and if SN goes wrong atleast the tourniquet is going to work and it wouldn't come out if the tourniquet is somehow secured in place but this is daydreaming because I don't even know if I can pass out from that and I haven't even passed out by practicing yet but I was thinking my neck is like someone's forearm and even my veins in neck are visible I am underweight so it should work. Someone said asphyxiation is better if you are thin and hanging if you are normal weight.
I also want to believe in SN but my body could react differently and my metabolism seems to be so high I can't ever gain weight so I don't have much idea rn that's I wanted to make it more certain for myself because I wouldn't be getting help if something goes wrong or there is much pain. I may want to lessen the suffering because the help would never arrive I don't even want it but I don't want to lay there in forest for days or keep walking in circles with brain damage or something although brain damage isn't seen much but I just want to completely finish myself if I go for it.
Oh... That's scary to be in a forest for days, crippled... Bring a cell phone & a tent?

SN can cause brain damage?
 
Littlewittlelight

Littlewittlelight

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I don't think it leads to brain damage. It first deprives other parts of body of oxygen but I don't want to be there in pain if I could asphyxiate or some other thing because I read of people feeling pain in stomach everyone is different and I don't know how my body will react to it but just to make sure I don't lay there with no help for days or lose my ability to move or think I don't know why I am imagining this but being in a forest is already hard and knowing the help wouldn't arrive or the SI could fail it or something so to just fall unconcious I need help.
 
StrangeAndDeath

StrangeAndDeath

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Oct 12, 2022
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I tried ctb with tourniquet three days ago. Like you, I'm also underweight but my neck is muscular compared to the rest of me. After locking and tightening the tourniquet as far as it would go, I still couldn't feel dizzy and I started to panic because I began experiencing shortness of breath even though the cord was above my Adam's apple.
I want to try partial suspension next. Hopefully, I'll have more luck this time
 
in pain

in pain

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Sep 27, 2021
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I tried ctb with tourniquet three days ago. Like you, I'm also underweight but my neck is muscular compared to the rest of me. After locking and tightening the tourniquet as far as it would go, I still couldn't feel dizzy and I started to panic because I began experiencing shortness of breath even though the cord was above my Adam's apple.
I want to try partial suspension next. Hopefully, I'll have more luck this time
I had the same thing happen. I tried putting socks on my carotids so that more pressure would go there but got nothing. I tried to tighten as much as I could physically tolerate as well. But last few days I finally figured out how to get the correct application of force after experimenting with some small hard objects. The amount of force you need is actually not as much as I was applying with the tourniquet + sock combo. The key has to be the use of a small hard object in the correct place and some tolerable amount of pressure from the tourniquet. I was scrolling through amazon and found these stainless steel cubes that people use to chill their alcoholic beverages, they are about 2.5cm, seems perfect. Going to give it a try tomorrow.
 
StrangeAndDeath

StrangeAndDeath

Exhausted Human
Oct 12, 2022
116
I had the same thing happen. I tried putting socks on my carotids so that more pressure would go there but got nothing. I tried to tighten as much as I could physically tolerate as well. But last few days I finally figured out how to get the correct application of force after experimenting with some small hard objects. The amount of force you need is actually not as much as I was applying with the tourniquet + sock combo. The key has to be the use of a small hard object in the correct place and some tolerable amount of pressure from the tourniquet. I was scrolling through amazon and found these stainless steel cubes that people use to chill their alcoholic beverages, they are about 2.5cm, seems perfect. Going to give it a try tomorrow.
Oh, lovely. Wish you look, man.
 

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