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sincerely dead

sincerely dead

It's not me, it's you
Jun 17, 2023
318
i am so low to the point where no words could ever do justice

i'm on the verge of self destruction and i reached out for help. i reached out for help not because i don't want to die, but because i am in so much mental agony that it literally hurts. its excruciating. im in pain. i need someone, anyone, anything to numb it for even a minute. please
let it let up
for five
minutes

please

my friend keeps telling me i need to have more endurance and just not give up and keep fighting but she isnt getting that thats NOT what the problem is. society and my own actions have fucked me up beyond fucking repair

i am HURTING can someone nUMB THE PAIN please

please
reply
respond
do something

i'm dying
 
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Leonard_Bangley39

Leonard_Bangley39

Hate life but scared of death
Nov 6, 2025
228
whatever path you choose in the future, i hope you can find peace
 
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unluckysadness

unluckysadness

Enlightened
Jul 9, 2025
1,162
I wish you peace 🕊️ You don't deserve so much suffering
 
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Kitsuné_

Kitsuné_

Student
Sep 8, 2025
173
Nobody knows what u are suffering except for you ❤️

The only thing I ask for is, while in agony, dont let desperation chose for u. Use rationality to find the best method.

May u find realief to ur suffering 🙏
 
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itsgone2

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Sep 21, 2025
1,659
I'm with you. Just screaming into the void. Pointlessly. Nothing helps.
 
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gomer1978

Member
Oct 23, 2025
39
Hope you're doing better by the time you read this. You're not alone. We can talk to you.
 
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sincerely dead

sincerely dead

It's not me, it's you
Jun 17, 2023
318
im not ok i am in so much pain i havent left bed i submitted a mental health leave at work i just want to rot in bed until i just die
i need to die i need to die
 
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behindtheveil

Member
Oct 12, 2025
311
im not ok i am in so much pain i havent left bed i submitted a mental health leave at work i just want to rot in bed until i just die
i need to die i need to die
Giving you the warmest hug possible. Everything will be all right. Embrace my hug and throw the pain away. You are special, you are..
 
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lainsito

lainsito

Lain
Nov 14, 2025
26
i am so low to the point where no words could ever do justice

i'm on the verge of self destruction and i reached out for help. i reached out for help not because i don't want to die, but because i am in so much mental agony that it literally hurts. its excruciating. im in pain. i need someone, anyone, anything to numb it for even a minute. please
let it let up
for five
minutes

please

my friend keeps telling me i need to have more endurance and just not give up and keep fighting but she isnt getting that thats NOT what the problem is. society and my own actions have fucked me up beyond fucking repair

i am HURTING can someone nUMB THE PAIN please

please
reply
respond
do something

i'm dying
I am sorry of what are you going through.
i am so low to the point where no words could ever do justice

i'm on the verge of self destruction and i reached out for help. i reached out for help not because i don't want to die, but because i am in so much mental agony that it literally hurts. its excruciating. im in pain. i need someone, anyone, anything to numb it for even a minute. please
let it let up
for five
minutes

please

my friend keeps telling me i need to have more endurance and just not give up and keep fighting but she isnt getting that thats NOT what the problem is. society and my own actions have fucked me up beyond fucking repair

i am HURTING can someone nUMB THE PAIN please

please
reply
respond
do something

i'm dying
Give you all my strength. It can be hard, but everything will be right.
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
11,249
i am so low to the point where no words could ever do justice

i'm on the verge of self destruction and i reached out for help. i reached out for help not because i don't want to die, but because i am in so much mental agony that it literally hurts. its excruciating. im in pain. i need someone, anyone, anything to numb it for even a minute. please
let it let up
for five
minutes

please

my friend keeps telling me i need to have more endurance and just not give up and keep fighting but she isnt getting that thats NOT what the problem is. society and my own actions have fucked me up beyond fucking repair

i am HURTING can someone nUMB THE PAIN please

please
reply
respond
do something

i'm dying
I'm so sorry you are in so much pain. 🫂🤗🫂 I wish I could say anything that would help or some good advice.
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Illuminated
May 10, 2025
3,344
im not ok i am in so much pain i havent left bed i submitted a mental health leave at work i just want to rot in bed until i just die
i need to die i need to die

I am sending you much love and a warm hug đź«‚:heart:
 
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silverana

Member
Nov 13, 2025
10
I hope that knowing some others here feel the same way gives you some comfort.
 
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Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
972
i am so low to the point where no words could ever do justice

i'm on the verge of self destruction and i reached out for help. i reached out for help not because i don't want to die, but because i am in so much mental agony that it literally hurts. its excruciating. im in pain. i need someone, anyone, anything to numb it for even a minute. please
let it let up
for five
minutes

please

my friend keeps telling me i need to have more endurance and just not give up and keep fighting but she isnt getting that thats NOT what the problem is. society and my own actions have fucked me up beyond fucking repair

i am HURTING can someone nUMB THE PAIN please

please
reply
respond
do something

i'm dying
I wish I was to be able to teleport somehow to you and give you a real life hug instead of this comforting message
 
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ScaredtoTry

ScaredtoTry

Wasted potential
Apr 7, 2023
15
You arnt alone and it isn't your fault for feeling like this. Society has failed us not the other way around
 
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