Please God kill me now

[trulyfeelhopeless]

I cannot put into mere words the strength it takes to get thru the day. The mental anguish that plagues my mind and monopolizes all of its real estate to where I have to force myself to keep going and not let the thoughts physically and mentally stop me from what I have to do (work). I pray for God to kill me in my sleep. I don't care if it's violent at this point because I am shattered and broken right now. Crying for as hard and as long as I could wouldn't come close to how bad I feel inside.

 

[FuneralCry]

Living is very painful. I understand it is hard to carry on when you are suffering so much. We are brought into this world just to suffer. More than anything I wish I could die in my sleep, it sounds so peaceful to never have to experience anything again. I wish you the best.

 

[trulyfeelhopeless]

Living is very painful. I understand it is hard to carry on when you are suffering so much. We are brought into this world just to suffer. More than anything I wish I could die in my sleep, it sounds so peaceful to never have to experience anything again. I wish you the best.

It truly is like when we were younger I could never have imagined life feeling like it does now. I wish that peace for all of us, if only it could come soon. I wanna thank you bc you've been so kind to me since I've come here. I truly mean it when I say thank you. It hits ona. Different level when you're conversing with someone who UNDERSTANDS and FEELS what you feel.

 

[No Unique Abilities]

Since I am not able to take the final step on my own, I have the same dream, that I don't wake up anymore. so that I dream something pleasant, and at the same time that my brain shuts down and everything disappears

 

[trulyfeelhopeless]

Since I am not able to take the final step on my own, I have the same dream, that I don't wake up anymore. so that I dream something pleasant, and at the same time that my brain shuts down and everything disappears

It's the only peace we have

 

[wanttodie]

i keep hopeing I don't wake up

 

[GentleJerk]

I'm having the same feelings, as I'm sure a lot of people here are too. It's all made worse by the memories of when things were good and life wasn't like this. You're not alone, so sorry you are experiencing this.

I agree with you, the whole thing is such a nightmare... it would be so much better if I just didn't wake up.

But I really wish more than anything that things would just turn around for you and get better. If that was a possibility it would definitely be preferable.

 

[charlie_z]

Since I am not able to take the final step on my own, I have the same dream, that I don't wake up anymore. so that I dream something pleasant, and at the same time that my brain shuts down and everything disappears

"So that I dream something pleasant, and at the same time that my brain shuts down and everything disappears." That's beautiful. If it's OK with you, I may start working on having the same dream. Take care.

 

[nopointinlife]

I pray that I never wake up…please God….let me die in my sleep tonight. Please … have mercy on me.

 

[gimzero]

I hope for the same every morning but not god will ctb you but you.

 

[nopointinlife]

Just woke up. Fuck…

 

[makethepainstop]

I pray that I never wake up…please God….let me die in my sleep tonight. Please … have mercy on me.

I have been praying for that for the last 52 years, and still using that prayer. Much love and sincere sympathy to you.

 

[Need2BFree]

I hear you, even though I may not have the same suffering as you or the same difficulties. I truly understand how hard it is to be here another day. Life is a slow slow death sheer torment. I to pray, hope God will take me. Pray, hope I will die in my sleep.

May we all be free from suffering
May we all find peace and comfort
May all the hurt vanish like it never existed xxx

 

[nopointinlife]

I pray again for God to please take my life while I sleep tonight. End my suffering, please God. I can't take it anymore. Please take my life and stop the pain. Please God.

 

[eldiablo666]

God will never kill you , that's at least what I think.

But what do I know , people die of strange reasons.

 

[Hopeless_brat]

I cannot put into mere words the strength it takes to get thru the day. The mental anguish that plagues my mind and monopolizes all of its real estate to where I have to force myself to keep going and not let the thoughts physically and mentally stop me from what I have to do (work). I pray for God to kill me in my sleep. I don't care if it's violent at this point because I am shattered and broken right now. Crying for as hard and as long as I could wouldn't come close to how bad I feel inside.

, I also pray to die in my sleep

 

[Lonerzepam]

Well I'll be goddamn,
but god don't exists so I guess it's just damn..