Its almost as though you have taken the words out of my head/mouth. I so wish nature would do so for me, so there is no more pain, suffering and endless questioning and researching how best to get out of this hell situation. Why cant some higher force just see and hear how we are feeling and do the kind thing and just take us peacefully. This bugs me alot, take heart in knowing you are not alone in this. The desperation sometimes gets so much you just cant bare another second, let alone a minute or hour ahead.