Help Please anyone who can help. I’m desperate to find a way out

[Morris1211]

The only option to me is jumping. Can you please weigh in which building you think would be a better spot? The first one I could get rooftop access. The second one highest point would be top balcony. I would do it at night where I wouldn't risk harming anyone else. Is there a way you can position yourself to fall headfirst? The first building is 21 storeys and the second 22 storeys. I just can't bear this suffering anymore. I don't have the abilities to try any other of the more complicated methods and I don't have access to a gun because of the country I live in.

 

[Shiitake]

I would personally reccomend calling cops before and not throwing urself onto an active place, thats about it, no reason to parade your dead body to innocent bystanders.
pretty sure both will kill you regardless

 

[SweetPotatoe]

1. That's gonna be fatal no matter how you position your head. Also because the height is too high you probably pass out when falling
2. I think you should just choose the building that's easy to get yourself to the top of it
3. GL, I really appreciate ones truly care about others.

 

[whywere]

100% TOTALLY AGEE with @Shiitake.

For this once, call the cops or get help, do NOT involve others. I am 100% pro-choice, BUT this is one-time and situation that involves so much more.

This is like jumping in front of a train or jumping into oncoming traffic. All the poor souls that WILL be traumatized.

PLEASE rethink for my sake and so many others.

This is the ONLY time that I will say this on here ever, I saw a person jump off a skyscraper and into a glass roofed shopping area. It ALWAYS has and ALWAYS will give me nightmares. Will NEVER EVER mention this part again, way too painful.

Walter

 

[Shiitake]

100% TOTALLY AGEE with @Shiitake.

For this once, call the cops or get help, do NOT involve others. I am 100% pro-choice, BUT this is one-time and situation that involves so much more.

This is like jumping in front of a train or jumping into oncoming traffic. All the poor souls that WILL be traumatized.

PLEASE rethink for my sake and so many others.

This is the ONLY time that I will say this on here ever, I saw a person jump off a skyscraper and into a glass roofed shopping area. It ALWAYS has and ALWAYS will give me nightmares. Will NEVER EVER mention this part again, way too painful.

Walter

i never meant calling cops to deter one self, i meant more as a swift clean up, its really stupid to just throw urself off a building, traumatize many people, possibly scar others, and possibly get posted on the internet, 2 of my friends have seen public suicides and it was grue some,

Edit, he mentioned doing it at night, so my point still stands, call cops before hand, warn that you will be dead at that place whatever, then do it, and youll be cleaned up (you dont have to but its reccomended.)

 

[whywere]

i never meant calling cops to deter one self, i meant more as a swift clean up, its really stupid to just throw urself off a building, traumatize many people, possibly scar others, and possibly get posted on the internet, 2 of my friends have seen public suicides and it was grue some,

No problem, as that is the way I took it, I am just bad with wording sometimes.

The trauma to others around the area is totally unfair.

Totally agree with you about scarring others.

We are ALL in this together and no matter what one wants to do, which is great as far as I am concerned, just PLEASE think of others before hand is all.

Yes, bodies do bounce, YIKES!!!

Walter

 

[Morris1211]

100% TOTALLY AGEE with @Shiitake.

For this once, call the cops or get help, do NOT involve others. I am 100% pro-choice, BUT this is one-time and situation that involves so much more.

This is like jumping in front of a train or jumping into oncoming traffic. All the poor souls that WILL be traumatized.

PLEASE rethink for my sake and so many others.

This is the ONLY time that I will say this on here ever, I saw a person jump off a skyscraper and into a glass roofed shopping area. It ALWAYS has and ALWAYS will give me nightmares. Will NEVER EVER mention this part again, way too painful.

Walter

I know. I don't want to traumatize others but my suffering is so bad. I don't know how much longer I can take it. I have protracted withdrawal syndrome from coming off of long term antidepressants too quickly and the mental, physical, psychological symptoms of it are too much to bear. I wouldn't wish this hell on my worst enemy. No cure and most suffer for years while the brain tries to heal itself. I'm in bad shape. I never would've considered suicide before this injury happened to me. It just ruined my life and I had no idea it was even a thing until it happened to me. I know this way is selfish. I wish I had access to a gun or better yet medically assisted dying so I could go with dignity and peace.

 

[madameviolette]

I know. I don't want to traumatize others but my suffering is so bad. I don't know how much longer I can take it. I have protracted withdrawal syndrome from coming off of long term antidepressants too quickly and the mental, physical, psychological symptoms of it are too much to bear. I wouldn't wish this hell on my worst enemy. No cure and most suffer for years while the brain tries to heal itself. I'm in bad shape. I never would've considered suicide before this injury happened to me. It just ruined my life and I had no idea it was even a thing until it happened to me. I know this way is selfish. I wish I had access to a gun or better yet medically assisted dying so I could go with dignity and peace.

Hey I'm in the same spot as you. I'm suffering beyond words from med injury. My nervous system is burning

Maybe we can chat if you want

 

[whywere]

I know. I don't want to traumatize others but my suffering is so bad. I don't know how much longer I can take it. I have protracted withdrawal syndrome from coming off of long term antidepressants too quickly and the mental, physical, psychological symptoms of it are too much to bear. I wouldn't wish this hell on my worst enemy. No cure and most suffer for years while the brain tries to heal itself. I'm in bad shape. I never would've considered suicide before this injury happened to me. It just ruined my life and I had no idea it was even a thing until it happened to me. I know this way is selfish. I wish I had access to a gun or better yet medically assisted dying so I could go with dignity and peace.

OMG! I am crying right now writing this.

I wrap my arms around you and give you the biggest hug EVER!

I have also come off prescription drugs too fast and YES, it is BITCH! I also have 24/7 chronic pain from a VERY nasty car crash, car crash NOT my fault, wrong place at the wrong time.

You are NOT EVER selfish; you are going through a rough patch right now and I 100% believe in YOU.

Can you go back on the meds and taper off? Cold turkey of most if not all mental health meds, REALLY can mess up the chemistry in one's brain. A person's brain is a huge chemical soup.

I hope that you can get a few more, so you can taper off.

Hugs and thoughtful caring vibes to you.

Walter

 

[Morris1211]

OMG! I am crying right now writing this.

I wrap my arms around you and give you the biggest hug EVER!

I have also come off prescription drugs too fast and YES, it is BITCH! I also have 24/7 chronic pain from a VERY nasty car crash, car crash NOT my fault, wrong place at the wrong time.

You are NOT EVER selfish; you are going through a rough patch right now and I 100% believe in YOU.

Can you go back on the meds and taper off? Cold turkey of most if not all mental health meds, REALLY can mess up the chemistry in one's brain. A person's brain is a huge chemical soup.

I hope that you can get a few more, so you can taper off.

Hugs and thoughtful caring vibes to you.

Walter

Thank you, Walter. I'm glad you understand what I'm going through. Unfortunately, I was trialled on too many meds in between and it made my nervous system too sensitized. Reinstatement of the drug that caused this injury is unfortunately too late. I stopped it end of May and the onset of symptoms were delayed a few weeks. Also it happened when we tried switching my meds so there was some confusion of which med caused it at first. But also not knowing I was in protracted and my nurse practitioner having no clue and just trying different medications. Also got myself hospitalized where they had me on a bunch of drugs that just complicated and worsened the whole situation. I wish I knew then what I know now. Could've saved myself a lot of suffering. Thank you for your kind words.

Hey I'm in the same spot as you. I'm suffering beyond words from med injury. My nervous system is burning

Maybe we can chat if you want

I sent you a chat request but maybe it didn't go through.

 

[ilovenewyork]

The only option to me is jumping.

This isn't true there are many ways to CTB. You might also consider an appointment with a psychiatrist to see what could be done about your medication predicament.

Can you please weigh in which building you think would be a better spot? The first one I could get rooftop access. The second one highest point would be top balcony.

There's no premium spot for falling to your death

I would do it at night where I wouldn't risk harming anyone else.

What makes you think people aren't walking around the base of the building at night? You could land on a young mother and her pushchair.

Is there a way you can position yourself to fall headfirst?

No this is a myth. You'll spin and rotate uncontrollably falling 22 stories. Maybe if you're very lucky, but you get what you get

The first building is 21 storeys and the second 22 storeys. I just can't bear this suffering anymore. I don't have the abilities to try any other of the more complicated methods and I don't have access to a gun because of the country I live in.

How about giving yourself a two week holiday and then revisiting all this?

 

[Morris1211]

This isn't true there are many ways to CTB. You might also consider an appointment with a psychiatrist to see what could be done about your medication predicament.



There's no premium spot for falling to your death



What makes you think people aren't walking around the base of the building at night? You could land on a young mother and her pushchair.



No this is a myth. You'll spin and rotate uncontrollably falling 22 stories. Maybe if you're very lucky, but you get what you get



How about giving yourself a two week holiday and then revisiting all this?

I have an appointment with a psychiatrist on Friday and there is nothing that can be done about my syndrome. Yeah I saw the video you are referring to where the jumping man landed on the poor child in the stroller. I would never want to take out anyone with me. I'd like to think I could see below that no one was there that I'd hit. I think you commented on my other post about this and I believe your method of choice is nembutal which is basically impossible to get.

 

[OzymandiAsh]

I know. I don't want to traumatize others but my suffering is so bad. I don't know how much longer I can take it. I have protracted withdrawal syndrome from coming off of long term antidepressants too quickly and the mental, physical, psychological symptoms of it are too much to bear. I wouldn't wish this hell on my worst enemy. No cure and most suffer for years while the brain tries to heal itself. I'm in bad shape. I never would've considered suicide before this injury happened to me. It just ruined my life and I had no idea it was even a thing until it happened to me. I know this way is selfish. I wish I had access to a gun or better yet medically assisted dying so I could go with dignity and peace.

Can't you go back on the antidepressants for a bit and taper off more gradually?

In any case, good luck, I hope you find peace. God bless.

 

[Morris1211]

Can't you go back on the antidepressants for a bit and taper off more gradually?

In any case, good luck, I hope you find peace. God bless.

I tried that and unfortunately it was too late because they put me on too many other meds in between not knowing what was happening to me. Had to find out from someone on Reddit because most healthcare professionals are clueless about protracted withdrawal. Thank you for your kind words.