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LittleJem
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- Jul 3, 2019
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So last night I decided to test the plastic bag I had which is a large oven roasting bag.
I put it over my head with the idea to time the amount of time till the oxygen runs out.
Turns out it must be permeable as I could breathe through it.
This was the bag I was carrying for emergency CTB - like if I get sectioned again.
Fuck.
So next step I have a large plastic furniture bag which hopefully has no holes in it. I think I will have to get into it and secure it under my feet.
The idea is to take K and hopefully go under enough that I won't notice I am suffocating.
I am nervous about this method. I can't face the SN method because of the taste. I have an OD method that takes two days which I'd have to do in a hotel. My next choice is hanging/partial hanging. Nightmare. Even when decided (I am definitely heading that way) it is so hard to succeed.
I put it over my head with the idea to time the amount of time till the oxygen runs out.
Turns out it must be permeable as I could breathe through it.
This was the bag I was carrying for emergency CTB - like if I get sectioned again.
Fuck.
So next step I have a large plastic furniture bag which hopefully has no holes in it. I think I will have to get into it and secure it under my feet.
The idea is to take K and hopefully go under enough that I won't notice I am suffocating.
I am nervous about this method. I can't face the SN method because of the taste. I have an OD method that takes two days which I'd have to do in a hotel. My next choice is hanging/partial hanging. Nightmare. Even when decided (I am definitely heading that way) it is so hard to succeed.