Venting Plans for the future

[haibane]

I simply cant make plans for next month/years. It feel like i accept the fact that i will still be alive at that time and that feel horrible. And so my life get even worse. Thats a terrible cycle of suffering i cant get out off

 

[D1byRam3n]

Well at least we're still can be sure to be feel a life today and sucks the suffering but I don't know about tomorrow...probably i won't exist anymore lol

 

[Mistiie]

Yeah, I've sort of stopped planning for things in my future. If I get to that point, OK, but I mostly just think of what I can do tomorrow to get closer to my goal of CTB. Even if that is just living my life as is and gathering what money I can to begin buying the necessary stuff.

 

[FuneralCry]

It fills me with dread the thought of existing for much longer so the way that you feel really is understandable, I get that it's awful feeling trapped in this existence.