Discussion Plans for Final Day/Days?

[absolute_n0thing]

Do you guys have a sort of plan for how you'd like to spend your final day/days? I'd probably plan a whole final week out for myself.

First 3 days to meet with friends and my siblings one final time to hangout. Nothing crazy, there are just some people I'd like to see once more before I go, maybe give gifts if I can get away with it without being suspicious.

Then on the 4th day, I want to go absolutely crazy. I'll wear my nicest outfit, go clubbing, dancing, smoking weed, drinking all night, just one final all-outer. I haven't partied in months since I've been so depressed, but since it'll be my last, I'm actually excited for going out for the first time in a while, which is nice...

5th day I'll rest and be a total slob, eat all my favourite junk foods and binge watch some pre-selected films or shows, get high...

6th day I'll wander. I've always liked just going to new places and walking around exploring. It'll be a peaceful time for me to be alone and really reflect if this is my absolute final decision, while I look at pretty views.

7th day, aka THE day, I'll make sure I have all my things in order one last time, spend the day relaxing by watching my all time favourite movie, eating a whole ass lemon meringue pie (it's my ultimate favourite food) all to myself, getting high as I physically can, and playing my favourite games. When I'm ready, I'll change into my chosen, comfortable last outfit, pop on my curated playlist and settle myself in my set up area (I plan on using the Exit Bag method).

I still need to fine tune the details of course, like actually making the playlist and picking out snack foods and blah blah blah, but this is my general guidelines of how I'd like to spend my last days.

 

[gothbird]

Yeah, I've thought about it. I'd probably stretch it out over a few days. Watch my favourite films. Listen to all my playlists a thousand times. Call my dad. Just to hear his voice.

Day of, I'd sleep in. Clean the room. One last long, hot shower. Make sure everything's prepped, notes where they need to be, scheduled texts locked in. Then headphones on, and I'd go out into the stars to the greatest playlist I've ever made.

Your final days sound wonderful. I do hope, if you get there, they'll be the best days you've had.

 

[Namelesa]

If I did have a planned day to ctb (cus I mostly do it on impulsive emotions), I personally won't plan much as I feel like that could get in the way of being able to die. The most I would do is play a game like Rain World as that game's main ending you get is literally you ending all of your suffering by getting final death, which is what I want too with suicide.

 

[Dqope]

I will go the same way I came. On a beautiful day but it wont be anything special. Just a normal day. Thats how I dont overthing my final day. Thinking about everything objectively and thats it. In the grand scheme od things I dont think it matters if you go out and party or just sit in a room. Why do that? To prove something or to show off in some typa way? I never understood that... But di what you feel makes you happy.

 

[HumanoidMonster]

My plan, assuming I'd ever get access to a surefire method that I am 100% certain would work, would be to first make sure everything is in order, then write a long note that would be scheduled to be sent to my parents/friends/whoever after a couple of days addressing stuff like why I did it and what pushed me to do it, tying up loose ends, and stuff like giving permission to my close ones (family or close friends) to manage my earthly possessions as they wish. I would definitely ask, in case of a funeral, not to have it be religious (I am an atheist living in a Christian family). Sadly though, as of right now, there seem to be way too many variables at play, mostly the margin of error. In that case I'd just go for the "unexplained quick exit", basically just going through with it without providing explanations or notes, since, in the case I fail, I wouldn't want to have to live through the consequences of waving everyone goodbye only not to leave afterwards.

 

[ginko0]

Would probably do a little ritual of smoking cigarettes with music playing, watching the stars one last time and writing my final words