Planning to CTB using G

[catdaddy2601]

Hi everyone , my name is Dan , I'm from London and never posted in this forum before but I've been planning to CTB for some time ...

I have had previous attempts in the past- tried jumping off a bridge into the Thames but my SI kicked in and kept holding on with one hand even though I wanted to let go, ended up getting sectioned and was so angry I didn't let go of the bridge... Before that I've taken overdoses on anti depressants and mood stabilizers but if I'm honest i was younger and those were cried for help...

Not gonna bore you all with my life story but brief summary, grew up in foster care and children's homes, estranged from my family, mum was a narcissist and the time I did spend living with her really fucked up me up , went through a rally traumatic childhood and now I've grown up (if u can call it that) I self sabotage any good opportunity that comes my way and lost all hope for happiness or success, just want to be at peace and out of my misery once and for all

Anyhoo, I'm seeing a lot of different methods being discussed here, does anyone know about the drug GHB? I know someone who died from it and I know in large quantities it is lethal. The only downside is that it makes you blackout before this happens and you can do some crazy stuff before you actually die - not sure how crazy, but I have blacked out on GHB in the past when i got spiked once and woke up in hospital and couldn't remember anything, second time I knowingly took it at a party and blacked out, got kicked out of the party but don't now why or what happened (cringe) !!

Anyway ... I think I want to CTB this week at some point... If anyone has any knowledge about this suicide method please let me know as I can't find much information online , has anyone else tried it before and did it fail? what happened when you blacked out?

I'm contemplating locking myself in my house and throwing my phone and keys out of the window after taking it so I've got no way to escape afterwards if my SI kicks in and that should stop me getting help *fingers crossed*

Anyway thank you for accepting my profile , suicide forums get such a bad press but it just goes to show how backwards the world is. The fact that innocent dogs and cats who want to be alive get put down every day, yet innocent adults who have trauma and unbareable mental health issues are forced to stay alive is insane !!

 

[A_miStake_of_NATURE]

I'm sorry I can't help you…… I've no idea what drug you're talking about. But welcome!!! Just, please, try not to rush into anything……

 

[come to dust]

Hey, I'm also from London and looking at a similar method. The lethal dose for GHB is over 10 grams and you would need to combine it with an anti emetic. I plan to overdose on opiates and GHB at the same time as both are very easy to OD and die on, while taking anti emetics and also benzodiazepines so that i pass out quickly

 

[LittleJem]

Hello Londoners. I like your method! PM me if you would...how do I source this GHB? I think I have found some toxic pills that stop the heart though, that might do the trick for me....

 

[catdaddy2601]

Hey, I'm also from London and looking at a similar method. The lethal dose for GHB is over 10 grams and you would need to combine it with an anti emetic. I plan to overdose on opiates and GHB at the same time as both are very easy to OD and die on, while taking anti emetics and also benzodiazepines so that i pass out quickly

10 grams? you mean 10ml right? Coz it's a liquid lol ... I've got quetiapine tablets , would they work as well ? How quickly do u think it would work ? Thanks for the heads up, I'm so over it at this point i just want to go

Hello Londoners. I like your method! PM me if you would...how do I source this GHB? I think I have found some toxic pills that stop the heart though, that might do the trick for me....

What pills are you thinking of?

 

[ClairyFairy]

I've got a feeling that you might jump out of the window if you're off your head and trapped in.

 

[catdaddy2601]

I've got a feeling that you might jump out of the window if you're off your head and trapped in.

I didn't even think of that !! Now you've put it into my head I only live on the second floor but maybe if I fall out head first on top of taking a legal dose of ghb that might speed up the process

 

[LittleJem]

I didn't even think of that !! Now you've put it into my head I only live on the second floor but maybe if I fall out head first on top of taking a legal dose of ghb that might speed up the process

No, the floor isn't high enough and you might end up alive and more disabled. Please don't do that

 

[ClairyFairy]

I didn't even think of that !! Now you've put it into my head I only live on the second floor but maybe if I fall out head first on top of taking a legal dose of ghb that might speed up the process

That wasn't meant to give you another stupid idea. It was meant to make you reassess the first one
Don't do either. It's a really silly idea

 

[NearlyIrrelevantCake]

There's information here about Quetiapine dosing.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...red-as-an-antiemetic-for-the-sn-method.38621/

 

[catdaddy2601]

There's information here about Quetiapine dosing.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...red-as-an-antiemetic-for-the-sn-method.38621/

Thanks, I'm only on 50mg a night at the moment so wouldn't work for me and I doubt my mental health doctor will increase my dosage to 300mg anytime soon ...
What over the counter antiematics will work with GHB?

 

[catdaddy2601]

Ignore last message, I've just ordered Domperidone 10mg 30 tablets, arrives next Friday hopefully then I'll be ready to CTB hopefully my SI doesn't kick in

 

[PeacefulTonic]

How peaceful is a liquid G ctb method?

 

[Jumping_realms]

I can tell you I added 40-50ml of it to 130mg methadone and 20 couple Xanax bars and lived. I was Intubated, though. I wasn't found for almost 2 hours and I went out into like 40 degree weather and was out against a fence. I had a serious habit to pharma and pressed bars, and was prescribed the methadone, but that much GHB should of killed me.

 

[catdaddy2601]

Every time i try, survival instinct kicks in ... I'm literally beyond hope now, literally NO reason to live anymore