roor

roor

Member
Apr 6, 2020
20
Hi everyone,
So, my time is here. I'm going to use SN tonight. I used this week to tidy up my life a little before leaving and to prepare mentally. It's so strange now. I feel kind of numb and already removed from the world. Kind of nervous but also looking forward to it.

I feel ready and at peace.

Thank you all for this community and all the love and support. I'm set on my decision.

I just had banana pancakes and am starting my fast. I'm going to clean my room now.

I'll update with my method later.
 
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Rockman

Rockman

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Feb 9, 2020
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Good luck. I hope you find peace.
 
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s1mplem3

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Mar 4, 2020
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Sorry about your situation, I'm here if you want to chat.
 
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Myforevercharlie

Myforevercharlie

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Feb 13, 2020
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Putting on my little candle again, this time only for you, i hope it will guide you to light and love....
 
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Jumper Geo

Jumper Geo

Life's a bitch and then you die.
Feb 23, 2020
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Sorry it's come to to this I hope you have explored all the options before considering ctb. I hope you find peace.
 
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I screwed up

Waiting for the damn bus
Sep 11, 2019
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Wish u luck n peace. Safe journey. RIP my friend
 
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Nem

Nem

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Sep 3, 2018
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Best of luck for an anxiety free time regardless of your decision.
Peace/hugs❤️
 
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oneside

oneside

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Mar 22, 2020
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I'm planning my ctb for a while, and I'm also feeling like I'm out of this world already, like I'm already dead inside.

Wish you the best and that you may finally find peace!
 
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Elysia

Elysia

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Mar 18, 2020
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As others have said, rest easy friend, and best of luck in everything.
 
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Ougizh

Ougizh

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Apr 9, 2020
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I like your profile picture of the Principito, I can't get SN cause I'm too poor for that so I need figure something else.
 
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reapandsow918

reapandsow918

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Nov 6, 2019
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I hope you pass peacefully :heart:
 
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Brackenshire

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Feb 23, 2020
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Peace and love friend
 
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Donk

Donk

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Jan 3, 2020
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hope you have a peaceful journey. hopefully i will be able to stick around and support you
 
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Ougizh

Ougizh

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Why he no respond? What exactly do SN? poisoned you?
 
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Ulisses

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Feb 21, 2020
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good luck and peace on your journey.
 
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GoodPersonEffed

GoodPersonEffed

Brevity is my middle name, but my name was TL
Jan 11, 2020
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Why he no respond? What exactly do SN? poisoned you?

Visit the Resources Compilation on the main page to learn about SN. This is a goodybye thread, by the way, which means a member is preparing to ctb and we are saying goodbye, and the member updates us on the process if they choose to, as many do with SN.
 
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Skylight

Skylight

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Apr 12, 2020
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May you rest peaceful.
 
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Ougizh

Ougizh

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Visit the Resources Compilation on the main page to learn about SN. This is a goodybye thread, by the way, which means a member is preparing to ctb and we are saying goodbye, and the member updates us on the process if they choose to, as many do with SN.
This is sad, can you send me a link of somebody updating the process?
 
Quarky00

Quarky00

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Dec 17, 2019
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Hope you are okay and feeling comfortable . Life is hard . Keep us updated :)
 
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disabledandhopeless

disabledandhopeless

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Mar 1, 2020
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Hope you will go peacefully ❤️
 
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InTheAirTonight

InTheAirTonight

I tried
Feb 29, 2020
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Good luck and peace to you!
 
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roor

roor

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Apr 6, 2020
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Thank you for all the messages everyone. it means a lot. It's feels so good to not be alone right now. I was just getting the last bit of my life in order; I didn't mean to ignore anyone.

I will be taking the SN around 12am CST. I'll post updates as I go. I'm still fasted and have taken 2 Zofran so far.

I'm going to just chill for a bit until about 11 when I'll start with benzo/acetaminophen.
 
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miguel6565

miguel6565

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Apr 5, 2020
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wish you peace and a good journey :heart:
 
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Moby

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Mar 26, 2020
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We are there with you ❤
 
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x-Ace-x

x-Ace-x

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Aug 20, 2019
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Safe travels my friend. Let's hope you find peace.
 
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Crows

Crows

Look in the mirror in the dark there you will see
Mar 8, 2020
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Happy travels .
 
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Busdriver

Busdriver

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Feb 11, 2020
513
It is terrible life has come to this. But soon you will be free!

Have a peaceful transition, friend
 
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PoisonedJuliet

PoisonedJuliet

You saucy boy!
Feb 12, 2020
1,191
You will not be alone. I support whatever decision you make. If you decide not to go through with things we will still support you. I hope you find peace and I hope your journey is safe and painless. I'm sending you a huge hug and a hand to hold. Here if you want to chat for the next few hours <3
 
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