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hankbank3928

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I live with my parents so ctbing at home is a definite no (my method is N). So I will have to leave my house and drive to a secluded parking lot where I can take the N and ctb.

My question is, do you think the police will locate me and interrupt the attempt if my parents file a missing persons report? I'm diagnosed with schizophrenia so the police might determine me as a threat.

Any feedback would be appreciated. Btw on from the USA.
 
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Carlotta16

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I live with my parents so ctbing at home is a definite no (my method is N). So I will have to leave my house and drive to a secluded parking lot where I can take the N and ctb.

My question is, do you think the police will locate me and interrupt the attempt if my parents file a missing persons report? I'm diagnosed with schizophrenia so the police might determine me as a threat.

Any feedback would be appreciated.
Can I ask what country you are in?
 
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outrider567

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I live with my parents so ctbing at home is a definite no (my method is N). So I will have to leave my house and drive to a secluded parking lot where I can take the N and ctb.

My question is, do you think the police will locate me and interrupt the attempt if my parents file a missing persons report? I'm diagnosed with schizophrenia so the police might determine me as a threat.

Any feedback would be appreciated. Btw on from the USA.
Police may find you whether parents file missing report or not--Seeing a single car in a secluded parking lot may raise their suspicions
 
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I live with my parents so ctbing at home is a definite no (my method is N). So I will have to leave my house and drive to a secluded parking lot where I can take the N and ctb.

My question is, do you think the police will locate me and interrupt the attempt if my parents file a missing persons report? I'm diagnosed with schizophrenia so the police might determine me as a threat.

Any feedback would be appreciated. Btw on from the USA.
Im not sure where you live, but you may be able to find some woods. My current idea would be to go to the Nevada desert and run away, no one would find the body. Maybe there's an area like that to make it difficult to find?
 
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Im not sure where you live, but you may be able to find some woods. My current idea would be to go to the Nevada desert and run away, no one would find the body. Maybe there's an area like that to make it difficult to find?
Yea, I've got a woods near my house. I'm either thinking of that or a parking lot.
Police may find you whether parents file missing report or not--Seeing a single car in a secluded parking lot may raise their suspicions
What about a normal inconspicuous parking lot? Any idea if the cops could come an interrupt me granted I throw away my phone?
 
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Yea, I've got a woods near my house. I'm either thinking of that or a parking lot.

What about a normal inconspicuous parking lot? Any idea if the cops could come an interrupt me granted I throw away my phone?
Leaving phone/taking out sim card is a good idea
 
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I live with my parents so ctbing at home is a definite no (my method is N). So I will have to leave my house and drive to a secluded parking lot where I can take the N and ctb.

My question is, do you think the police will locate me and interrupt the attempt if my parents file a missing persons report? I'm diagnosed with schizophrenia so the police might determine me as a threat.

Any feedback would be appreciated. Btw on from the USA.
Mostly echoing what other people have said here, but make sure it's a secluded area and your phone is off. They might put out an APB on your car and appearance, so even if you're not in a suspicious area, they might come investigate.

Maybe even leave your phone behind. When I hung up on the suicide hotline, I had cops swarming my location almost immediately.
 
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Mostly echoing what other people have said here, but make sure it's a secluded area and your phone is off. They might put out an APB on your car and appearance, so even if you're not in a suspicious area, they might come investigate.

Maybe even leave your phone behind. When I hung up on the suicide hotline, I had cops swarming my location almost immediately.
Thanks for reply.

Did you make that call to the suicide hotline using your cell phone?
 
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Thanks for reply.

Did you make that call to the suicide hotline using your cell phone?
Yeah. That was obviously a stupid decision looking back on it, but I clearly wasn't in a rational state of mind seeing as I saw the suicide hotline as anything other than the place you call to get the cops to come harass you.

But even if your parents just give them your name, they should be able to find your cell data too.
 
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wljourney

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Nobody has asked yet:
How old (new) is the car?

If it's new enough to be equipped with GPS all your parents have to do is call OnStar and either they will locate you or police will be able to find you with the click of a button.
 
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Nobody has asked yet:
How old (new) is the car?

If it's new enough to be equipped with GPS all your parents have to do is call OnStar and either they will locate you or police will be able to find you with the click of a button.
It's a 2010. It doesn't have onstar or any other navigation system.
Yeah. That was obviously a stupid decision looking back on it, but I clearly wasn't in a rational state of mind seeing as I saw the suicide hotline as anything other than the place you call to get the cops to come harass you.

But even if your parents just give them your name, they should be able to find your cell data too.
Lol yea you would think a suicide hotline would be permitting.
I will definitely not take my phone with me I'll tell you that.
 
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It's a 2010. It doesn't have onstar or any other navigation system.
My old car also doesn't have navigation or anything fancy, but it does have a microchip somewhere because it has an old faded sticker in the trunk from a GPS theft protection service.
I'm not sure how fast police would check that or how easy it is though.

With a history of attempts and possibly being formed in the past Police would likely respond a bit faster, but N works fairly quickly.

How soon do you think your parents would report you missing?
 
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SuicidallyCurious

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I live with my parents so ctbing at home is a definite no (my method is N). So I will have to leave my house and drive to a secluded parking lot where I can take the N and ctb.

My question is, do you think the police will locate me and interrupt the attempt if my parents file a missing persons report? I'm diagnosed with schizophrenia so the police might determine me as a threat.

Any feedback would be appreciated. Btw on from the USA.

There isn't going to be enough time to find you. The police aren't competent or knowing enough to find you within the time frame alloted.

You don't want a remote parking lot especially an empty lot. Definitely not one owned by a small business. This attracts more attention. Where you really want to go is somewhere like a parking lot where a lot of cars are parked but there is minimal foot traffic at night. A car sitting alone in a lot late at night is a huge red flag for police. I'm an expert in this subject for reasons why I won't disclose.

Really if you have the time and gas the best option would be to drive so far from any hospital that even if you were found you can't conceivably be taken to the hospital
 
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There isn't going to be enough time to find you. The police aren't competent or knowing enough to find you within the time frame alloted.

You don't want a remote parking lot especially an empty lot. Definitely not one owned by a small business. This attracts more attention. Where you really want to go is somewhere like a parking lot where a lot of cars are parked but there is minimal foot traffic at night. A car sitting alone in a lot late at night is a huge red flag for police. I'm an expert in this subject for reasons why I won't disclose.

Really if you have the time and gas the best option would be to drive so far from any hospital that even if you were found you can't conceivably be taken to the hospital
Yup. I think the long term airport parking lots are pretty good. Someone could just be waiting for a friend or doing some work before leaving. They are patrolled, but not too frequently.
 
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Yup. I think the long term airport parking lots are pretty good. Someone could just be waiting for a friend or doing some work before leaving. They are patrolled, but not too frequently.

Long term airport parking lot is perfect. I was trying to think of practical examples and that one didn't come into my mind but that's 100 percent what you want to do .

The only suggestion I have would be to take the N in the back seat , you should not be visibly passed out laying on the dash or something.

Only OP knows his locale , he may not even have an airport.
 
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hankbank3928

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Dec 30, 2021
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My old car also doesn't have navigation or anything fancy, but it does have a microchip somewhere because it has an old faded sticker in the trunk from a GPS theft protection service.
I'm not sure how fast police would check that or how easy it is though.

With a history of attempts and possibly being formed in the past Police would likely respond a bit faster, but N works fairly quickly.

How soon do you think your parents would report you missing?
Gee, I haven't thought about microchip that police can trace. You would think that there would have to be some sort of court order that needs to take place before they can do something like that.

Hopefully my parents won't report me missing for 24 hrs because I will be telling them I'll be staying over a friends house, but I don't think they will buy it because I never leave the house. But at least it might delay the cops and give me enough time for the N to work.
 
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SuicidallyCurious

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Gee, I haven't thought about microchip that police can trace. You would think that there would have to be some sort of court order that needs to take place before they can do something like that.

Hopefully my parents won't report me missing for 24 hrs because I will be telling them I'll be staying over a friends house, but I don't think they will buy it because I never leave the house. But at least it might delay the cops and give me enough time for the N to work.

If your car has a LoJack they can trace that.

Police services globally are overwhelmed and missing people who haven't been missing for that long are at the bottom of the list unless you're living in a really safe community with really bored cops
 
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If your car has a LoJack they can trace that.

Police services globally are overwhelmed and missing people who haven't been missing for that long are at the bottom of the list unless you're living in a really safe community with really bored cops
Thanks for information.

My car doesn't have any LoJack or onstar or anything like that. Is that the only way I can be tracked?

My worst fear is I'm gone about 2-3 hours and my parents call the police to look for me and the police instantly find my car somehow and I get saved (N could take up to 24 hrs to work).

Do you think this fear is unwarranted?
 
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SuicidallyCurious

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Dec 20, 2020
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Thanks for information.

My car doesn't have any LoJack or onstar or anything like that. Is that the only way I can be tracked?

My worst fear is I'm gone about 2-3 hours and my parents call the police to look for me and the police instantly find my car somehow and I get saved (N could take up to 24 hrs to work).

Do you think this fear is unwarranted?

The fear is unwarranted

I would ditch your phone.

The biggest risk is someone sees you in the vehicle but you can take this risk really low by lying in the back and parking in a part of the lot that has little foot traffic NOTE do not park the car all by itself this makes it suspicious
 
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NobodyKnowsMe

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My worst fear is I'm gone about 2-3 hours and my parents call the police to look for me and the police instantly find my car somehow
Unless you are living in an area where the police are really bored, they won't hunt too hard too fast. They typically just don't have the manpower. As long as you aren't anywhere too close to home or one of your normal hangout spots.
 
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wljourney

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Thanks for information.

My car doesn't have any LoJack or onstar or anything like that. Is that the only way I can be tracked?

My worst fear is I'm gone about 2-3 hours and my parents call the police to look for me and the police instantly find my car somehow and I get saved (N could take up to 24 hrs to work).

Do you think this fear is unwarranted?
Even 2-3 hrs is plenty of time to get settled, get over your SI and for N to work. It's fairly quick and in 99% of all cases it does the job within the hour.

It is highly unusual to survive for 24 hrs after taking N. And remember: the term "survive" and "rescue" is relative.
Someone who is brain dead but kept alive in an ICU is considered "alive" until they turn the machines off. None of that would be consciously experienced.

That's why it is helpful to have advance directives in place (legally binding, potentially drawn up by a lawyer) before taking N to make sure family can't interfere.
 
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hankbank3928

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Even 2-3 hrs is plenty of time to get settled, get over your SI and for N to work. It's fairly quick and in 99% of all cases it does the job within the hour.

It is highly unusual to survive for 24 hrs after taking N. And remember: the term "survive" and "rescue" is relative.
Someone who is brain dead but kept alive in an ICU is considered "alive" until they turn the machines off. None of that would be consciously experienced.

That's why it is helpful to have advance directives in place (legally binding, potentially drawn up by a lawyer) before taking N to make sure family can't interfere.
I never thought about doing advance directives. That's an interesting idea, I'll look into that.

Yea I'm really hoping that the N will work within an hour.

Are you saying even if they rescue me and hook me up to an ICU, I will still eventually die, granted they pull the plug on me?
 
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SuicidallyCurious

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I never thought about doing advance directives. That's an interesting idea, I'll look into that.

Yea I'm really hoping that the N will work within an hour.

Are you saying even if they rescue me and hook me up to an ICU, I will still eventually die, granted they pull the plug on me?

You will eventually die/ be brain dead .
 
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wljourney

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Are you saying even if they rescue me and hook me up to an ICU, I will still eventually die, granted they pull the plug on me?
Well, it depends on your body and the dose/your weight and your overall health and how much time has passed until they hook you up to oxygen and how soon they start chest compressions, how far you are from a hospital etc etc etc

There are so many variables that nobody can tell you for sure what will happen.

But yes, worst case scenario is you are found, brought to ICU, hooked up to machines and your family will have to eventually decide - depending on how much of your brain still functions - if they should pull the plug.

Advance directives have certain legal requirements depending on which state/province/country you live in.
Families often fight those in court if they think you made the directive while not mentally fit.

Lots of things to consider.
 
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Well, it depends on your body and the dose/your weight and your overall health and how much time has passed until they hook you up to oxygen and how soon they start chest compressions, how far you are from a hospital etc etc etc

There are so many variables that nobody can tell you for sure what will happen.

But yes, worst case scenario is you are found, brought to ICU, hooked up to machines and your family will have to eventually decide - depending on how much of your brain still functions - if they should pull the plug.

Advance directives have certain legal requirements depending on which state/province/country you live in.
Families often fight those in court if they think you made the directive while not mentally fit.

Lots of things to consider.
That's why I'm going to try my hardest to make sure I get my 24 hrs to let the N work. I definitely don't want to find myself in one of those scenarios you mentioned.
 
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That's why I'm going to try my hardest to make sure I get my 24 hrs to let the N work. I definitely don't want to find myself in one of those scenarios you mentioned.
I don't think anyone does.
Yes. Best of luck.
 
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downndone2

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Nobody has asked yet:
How old (new) is the car?

If it's new enough to be equipped with GPS all your parents have to do is call OnStar and either they will locate you or police will be able to find you with the click of a button.
Not all new cars have onstar
 

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