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catdaddy2601

catdaddy2601

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Aug 6, 2021
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Hi SS family, I'm planning to CTB tonight when I get home from work. I'm scared but I know it's time, it's been a long time coming.

Does anyone mind keeping me company on the phone or via an app whilst I take it? I'm scared and could do with a friendly voice while I try and make my exit as quickly and pain free as possible.

I get home from work any 10:30pm UK time, gonna spend 20 minutes quickly cleaning my flat because I don't want my body to be found in a dump , and I'm planning to spend like 15 minutes saying goodbye to both just cats and leaving them out enough food and water for the next few days.

Then I'm gonna schedule an email to the RSPCA or Battersea dogs home to arrive 24 hours after I've taken my SN so I'll defo be dead by then, and my fur babies can be rehoused.
 
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Exact Change

Exact Change

A life of mistakes
Nov 6, 2022
175
I'll be here. Are you sure about this decision?
 
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Exact Change

Exact Change

A life of mistakes
Nov 6, 2022
175
Sorry that I'm not able to be on the phone. But I'll be here. How are you feeling right now?

I just realized you are talking about later. I will return 530 my time. That should be 1030 uk
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
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I'm sorry life has brought you to this point. I wish you a peaceful journey.
 
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Nirrend

Nirrend

The important is not how long you live ...
Mar 12, 2022
400
Hi SS family, I'm planning to CTB tonight when I get home from work. I'm scared but I know it's time, it's been a long time coming.

Does anyone mind keeping me company on the phone or via an app whilst I take it? I'm scared and could do with a friendly voice while I try and make my exit as quickly and pain free as possible.

I get home from work any 10:30pm UK time, gonna spend 20 minutes quickly cleaning my flat because I don't want my body to be found in a dump , and I'm planning to spend like 15 minutes saying goodbye to both just cats and leaving them out enough food and water for the next few days.

Then I'm gonna schedule an email to the RSPCA or Battersea dogs home to arrive 24 hours after I've taken my SN so I'll defo be dead by then, and my fur babies can be rehoused.

Wishing you the best beautiful soul ❤

I hope you'll find your happiness 😊
 
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alairelibre

lo único que queda es la palabra
Nov 5, 2022
3
Hola familia SS, estoy planeando CTB esta noche cuando llegue a casa del trabajo. Tengo miedo, pero sé que es hora, ha tardado mucho en llegar.

¿A alguien le importaría hacerme compañía por teléfono oa través de una aplicación mientras lo tomo? Estoy asustado y me vendría bien una voz amistosa mientras trato de salir lo más rápido y sin dolor posible.

Llego a casa del trabajo a las 10:30 p. m., hora del Reino Unido, pasaré 20 minutos limpiando rápidamente mi piso porque no quiero que encuentren mi cuerpo en un vertedero, y planeo pasar unos 15 minutos despidiéndome de ambos. gatos y dejarles suficiente comida y agua para los próximos días.

Luego voy a programar un correo electrónico a la RSPCA o al hogar de perros de Battersea para que llegue 24 horas después de haber tomado mi SN, así que definitivamente estaré muerto para entonces, y mis bebés peludos podrán ser realojados.
hola, hoy recién leo este post, espero que estés fuera de esos sentimientos. contame si todavía podemos hablar. lo siento x ver esto recién hoy.
 
Shivali

Shivali

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Jun 9, 2022
560
:Herz: good luck unknown soul ...
 
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Per Ardua Ad Astra

Per Ardua Ad Astra

Malpractice: NeuroDystrophy-Paralysis-Meds-Injured
Sep 27, 2022
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Per ardua ad astra 💫🕊️🙏
 
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Barteljaap

Barteljaap

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Jan 17, 2021
78
Wishing you a peaceful journey
 
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Pentobarbital_Plz

Pentobarbital_Plz

STOP HAVING KIDS!!!
Oct 28, 2022
275
Hi, I will be available. Everyone deserves a peaceful exit and nobody should have to go it alone if they don't want to. :)
 
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September Salt

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Jul 23, 2022
77
I hope you find peace with whatever you decide but if you do CTB you should make sure your cats don't have access to your corpse.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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It must be hard to deal with having those fears but I hope that when the time is right for you to leave this world you find the freedom that you wish for.
 
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GasMonkey

GasMonkey

Nitrogen Master Race
May 15, 2022
1,878
See you on the Other Side.
 
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harshbarger

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Dec 21, 2021
12
I'm in the UK and should be around. Best of luck.
 
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jodes2

jodes2

Hello people ❤️
Aug 28, 2022
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I should be around too! I don't get on with voice or apps but I'll be here and in the chat room ❤️
 
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MidnightDream

MidnightDream

Warlock
Sep 5, 2022
740
I'm probably a little late, but if not I hope you're okay and wishing you the best of luck <3
 
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Fktw0rld

Fktw0rld

An end with suffering > Suffering without an end
Aug 29, 2022
404
Damn! I'm patiently waiting for my day. It's approaching but seems like it's taking forever. I wish you the absolute best and most peaceful journey from here to there. Sleep tight my friend.

Love and respect 🙏
 
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Pentobarbital_Plz

Pentobarbital_Plz

STOP HAVING KIDS!!!
Oct 28, 2022
275
Hope u found true peace <3
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

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Mar 23, 2018
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Sorry I didn't see your post til now. I hope you have found peace from this cruel world. :heart::hug::heart::hug::heart:
 
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LittleBlackCat

LittleBlackCat

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Feb 6, 2020
315
I hope you find peace.. you are very brave.

As a fellow cat person, Just concerned about your kitties. Have you considered that the emails might not get picked up for days/weeks? It's so hard having pets in this situation.. but it makes me very sad and worried that the cats might be left a long time in the flat alone and run out of food. they will also be confused by you not waking up.

Apologies for voicing my concerns here. It sounds like you've made plans as best you can x
 
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catdaddy2601

catdaddy2601

Member
Aug 6, 2021
89
Hey guys, I didn't follow through with it in the end, ended up falling asleep with my glass next to my bed :( survival instinct is a bitch.. I've literally called in sick to work all week, gonna try and give it another go tonight as I've practiced fasting and stat dose . Wish me luck again plz 🤞🏾
 
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ready to go....

ready to go....

exhausted
Feb 16, 2022
80
Wishing you luck and safe travels, you shall be in my thoughts ❤
 

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