deepsweetdiver

deepsweetdiver

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Dec 10, 2024
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I don't know when I'll carry this out. I suffer daily and only see it getting worse from here, but I can possibly make it through for the most a year. This is only planned out for my activites of the DAY not the actual final last moments. that will be a diff post

I'll be traveling to my childhood town and then back here to my city before all this happens fyi.

1. Wake up at 6:00. I can sleep in if I'd like, but I need to use all of the time I will have. I'll get myself ready and make myself feel not ugly finally, style my hair and do my makeup.

2. Do all my important last work. Scheduling my final emails, donating the rest of my clothes, cleaning up my place. I'll likely private or delete all my socmed by now or few days before. Organize all my sketchbooks and art folders for my niece who wanted them.

3. A fancy breakfast.

4. Come back home and rewatch as many of my favorite tv episodes as I can + a couple movies too.

5. Get a fancier lunch, maybe some steak. A coworker can tag along if I'm up to it.

6. Buy a reasonable amount of snacks to munch on until ctb.

7. Visit all the art exhibits, art shops, and craft shows I possibly can. I'll splurge a lot here, and send all the goodies to my younger brother, nieces and cousins.

to be continued. I have much more to do at night for the day, and I can't finish this all rn.
 
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TheHolySword

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Everyone deserves one good day, even if it's their last. I hope you are able to find reason to smile, and I hope you find your peace.
 
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