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PlushieLover
XII - THE HANGED MAN
- Mar 24, 2021
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Hi guys, this time I want to tell you some weird things that go through my head.
First a bit of context, because of me, a girl had a bad time, she started cutting herself again among other ugly things. That was 3 years ago.
The fact is that sometimes I feel a great physical pain in my thighs, (that's where the girl cut herself) I had hallucinations at night with shadow people, cockroaches and spiders. Sometimes I can feel the shadow people breathe on the back of my neck and they touch my butt. They make me have panic attacks and I just feel shame and fear.
Another less serious problem is that when I think about that girl, my head hurts a lot and I can hyperventilate if I don't calm down quickly.
I don't know if this is PTSD or just a lot of guilt. Fortunately, it doesn't happen to me every night.
Does someone know why does this happens to me? Does someone have a similar problem? What should I do?
First a bit of context, because of me, a girl had a bad time, she started cutting herself again among other ugly things. That was 3 years ago.
The fact is that sometimes I feel a great physical pain in my thighs, (that's where the girl cut herself) I had hallucinations at night with shadow people, cockroaches and spiders. Sometimes I can feel the shadow people breathe on the back of my neck and they touch my butt. They make me have panic attacks and I just feel shame and fear.
Another less serious problem is that when I think about that girl, my head hurts a lot and I can hyperventilate if I don't calm down quickly.
I don't know if this is PTSD or just a lot of guilt. Fortunately, it doesn't happen to me every night.
Does someone know why does this happens to me? Does someone have a similar problem? What should I do?