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- Nov 7, 2019
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Do you have photos in your house when everything was OK? I always want to go back the time some pics were taken when I look at them.
This is so relatable. Even as a kid things weren't okay because of bullying, being an outcast, and parents fighting/drinking. I can't stand pics of my younger self either. I don't even feel like it's really me, but logically I know it is and I hate it.there's a photo of when i was a baby on the fridge (don't know why). wasn't really okay, but babies don't remember anything, so that's the closest to okay i'll get.
there was a photo of me in 2nd or 3rd grade on the fridge, too, but i tore it off because i couldn't stand looking at it.
Oh god, constantly do this. It's a time machine I want, not death. But in the absence of that..Do you have photos in your house when everything was OK? I always want to go back the time some pics were taken when I look at them.
Sending huge hugs. It sounds like things have been so, so hard. Your comment on 6 year old you reminds me of a type of therapy I've been pushed to try. It's called inner child therapy. Basically, a lot of people have an inner child that is hurting, which affects their adult self (moods, choices, etc). The goal is to be able to reach out to that child and comfort him/her in a way that you weren't able to receive in your youth. You, as said, give your inner child the love and stability that they deserved but didn't get.In my photos I can see when the adult issues younger me had to deal with were finally taking their toll. When innocence left.
Any photo after 2006 parts of me were missing after my first son died. Then other photos from 2015-present I can see the tragedies piling on heavier and heavier.
But there's definitely a progression. I know what awful things were happening in the moment those photos were taken. I also wish I had a time machine. I'd take 6 year old me and give myself the stability and love I deserved.
Feel this friend.Do you have photos in your house when everything was OK? I always want to go back the time some pics were taken when I look at them.
It makes me too sad to look at old photos. Me riding horses. Me looking healthy and happy. Me with my family. Me on a sled in the snow. Me with my pets. It seems like it was someone else and not me. There is no relation to that person and this person now.Do you have photos in your house when everything was OK? I always want to go back the time some pics were taken when I look at them.
So true! I would like to go back. I will give my all for that!Do you have photos in your house when everything was OK? I always want to go back the time some pics were taken when I look at them.
I only have the one picture I am torn as to who to give to.
I'm so sorry. Photos may hurt or may ourselves feel some comfort by knowing our lives were good at least at some point. Unconsciously happyFeel this friend.
I have one tiny singular photo of me from when I was a child, maybe I'm about 5.
It reminds me of a time when innocence and wonder and love and kindness and simplicity was my world.
I take that photo (frame and all) almost everywhere with me.
Once when I thought I'd lost it, I (literally) tore my house apart looking for it.
When I've come super close to CTB I wanted to give it to my mom and dad but since they hate each other and I only have the one picture I am torn as to who to give to.
I weep when I see this picture, but it is so precious to me too.
If the little boy in this picture could see, he would viddy a monster looking back at him. A sad, wretched loser, and at that moment, a piece of him dies inside knowing that is what he will grow up to be and from this awful path there is no escape.
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Love and respect friend.
DBD
I'm so sorry. It depends on the year of the pics in my case.This is why I don't log onto Facebook anymore. It always hits me right in the feels with those memories.
My wedding picture. I was so happy, you could see it by the massive smile I had on my face.Do you have photos in your house when everything was OK? I always want to go back the time some pics were taken when I look at them.