Zeir Anpin 729
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- Aug 11, 2025
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My family doesnt understand shit about me or my situation (I have dealt with enormous corruption and lost everything) and so to explain why i want to die so bad and end all of my suffering i have made these mind map images TO SHOW THE WORLD the inner thought processes of myself and closet relatives. Pay close attention to all the INFINITE DIFFERENCES. I realize now that Alfred Korzybski was right that truth does not really exist, there are only different people with different goals and the only thing that fills the vacuum is Might Makes Right by that fucking Redbeard guy.
FIGURE ONE: My life from MY perspective
This is what logic looks like to me and what the flow of time has done to my physical body as well as my conception of truth.
Anyway, moving on because that is not important outside of my own head. Here's my fucking father's worldview formalized in the same format:
FIGURE TWO: My dad's perspective on things
Remarkably it is simpler and so probably involves less neurons firing and less hemispheric syncing of waves. Well there probably are waves in his head, but slightly out of phase from orthogonal angles. Therefore they barely add up to any major phase shifts. I mean science is changing all the time but back when I was in school, that was the picture, that nueral oscillations ran on wave interference and binaural frequencies where the only bridge between hemispheres. So like two waves that are the same but phase shifted a single second in time would interfere but not really destroy each other, there would be sharp pulses due to the amplitude addition being skewed by the time factor. My theory is that my father is an idiot and those waves are slightly out of phase with each other but not at orthogonal angles and instead some other angle to the point where both frequencies are surpressed. Maybe it was all the 5G towers or some shit IDK.
FIGURE 3: My mothers perspective on the same matter. I drew this image specailly to convey the fact that she is overbearing but useless because she doesnt understand fucking anything because she doesnt take the time to think it out, but that sunbconscious is definitely burning up all the available energy. Pure madness.
Haha anyway hopefully someone somewhere sees a little of what I was trying to say. Or maybe this could be taken as humor or deep philosophy or conspiracy theory or everything at once, who knows? Well I actually had fun making that last chart (FIGURE 3 that represents my mothers schizo behavior) and I used ChatGPT to generate all the random shit in there, man that program is actually creative I personally knew nothing of most of those memes but the final product looks kind of cool lol.
FIGURE ONE: My life from MY perspective
This is what logic looks like to me and what the flow of time has done to my physical body as well as my conception of truth.
Anyway, moving on because that is not important outside of my own head. Here's my fucking father's worldview formalized in the same format:
FIGURE TWO: My dad's perspective on things
Remarkably it is simpler and so probably involves less neurons firing and less hemispheric syncing of waves. Well there probably are waves in his head, but slightly out of phase from orthogonal angles. Therefore they barely add up to any major phase shifts. I mean science is changing all the time but back when I was in school, that was the picture, that nueral oscillations ran on wave interference and binaural frequencies where the only bridge between hemispheres. So like two waves that are the same but phase shifted a single second in time would interfere but not really destroy each other, there would be sharp pulses due to the amplitude addition being skewed by the time factor. My theory is that my father is an idiot and those waves are slightly out of phase with each other but not at orthogonal angles and instead some other angle to the point where both frequencies are surpressed. Maybe it was all the 5G towers or some shit IDK.
FIGURE 3: My mothers perspective on the same matter. I drew this image specailly to convey the fact that she is overbearing but useless because she doesnt understand fucking anything because she doesnt take the time to think it out, but that sunbconscious is definitely burning up all the available energy. Pure madness.
Haha anyway hopefully someone somewhere sees a little of what I was trying to say. Or maybe this could be taken as humor or deep philosophy or conspiracy theory or everything at once, who knows? Well I actually had fun making that last chart (FIGURE 3 that represents my mothers schizo behavior) and I used ChatGPT to generate all the random shit in there, man that program is actually creative I personally knew nothing of most of those memes but the final product looks kind of cool lol.
