strawberrydino
Member
- Sep 17, 2023
- 19
as per title. feel like im making too many venting posts so gonna just spam them here. more like a journal.
thought i was having a good day went to gym. but we went to get new dress pants bc i got fatter and now i just dont fit and i feel awful. i look awful. i want to cut myself but i cant bc theyre seeing my things and arms and now how do i cope. beside venting like crazy on this site which i alr do which sorta calms me down but not really. i hate this. im behind on all my coursework had an anxiety attack thinking i missed deadline to the one extra circular that im actually good at. (which im still not sure i havent). i keep thinking i want to end it but feel like an imposter among everyone else here who has plans who is committed but i cant bc never fucking commit.
thought i was having a good day went to gym. but we went to get new dress pants bc i got fatter and now i just dont fit and i feel awful. i look awful. i want to cut myself but i cant bc theyre seeing my things and arms and now how do i cope. beside venting like crazy on this site which i alr do which sorta calms me down but not really. i hate this. im behind on all my coursework had an anxiety attack thinking i missed deadline to the one extra circular that im actually good at. (which im still not sure i havent). i keep thinking i want to end it but feel like an imposter among everyone else here who has plans who is committed but i cant bc never fucking commit.
