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WhiteSkinRedBlood

WhiteSkinRedBlood

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Aug 17, 2025
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(I hope nothing here offends anyone. I just need to get this off my chest because I'm incredibly upset right now.)

Been so long since I've been on here due to me trying my best to get better, but I have nowhere else to say all this shit.

People are so FUCKING MEAN. ALL THE FUCKING TIME. LIKE WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK IS WRONG WITH PEOPLE.
I have NEVER done anything bad to anyone and yet everyone in the world is either a goddamn bitch every time I open my mouth for no reason or they're acting fucking retarded.
I HATE STUPID PEOPLE. HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE. WHY THE FUCK WOULD ANYONE NOT WANT TO KILL THEMSELVES??? THERE IS ABSOLUTELY NO POINT IN FUCKING LIVING. WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU MEAN????

I hate ALL the fucking stigma around suicide. And I HATE people who think suicide should NEVER be an option. Let's say someone is getting raped continuously. Do you think they should commit suicide or "oh no, suicide's so bad, don't do it" and keep going through Hell every day and when, if it somehow ends, spend the REST OF THEIR FUCKING LIFE WITH HORRIBLE TRAUMA? FUCK YOU IF YOU THINK SUICIDE'S BAD.

I ESPECIALLY HATE IT WHEN IT'S SOMEONE THAT !!YOU DO NOT FUCKING KNOW!! AND YOU'RE TELLING THEM NOT TO DO IT. AND WHILE NOT KNOWING SHIT ABOUT THEIR PERSONAL LIFE TOO!!! FUCK OFF.

Suicide is someone's own personal choice. And if they are having a permanent problem that they cannot stomach, LET THEM DO WHAT THEY WANT.

I can't stand people. PEOPLE IN THE WORLD ARE FUCKING DYING RIGHT NOW. PEOPLE ARE COMMITING SUICIDE EVERY FUCKING DAY. TEENAGERS AND KIDS TOO. AND PEOPLE ARE GETTING RAPED AND MURDERED. And no one fucking talks about it?????????????? I think that's way fucking more important than thinking about what you're gonna do this weekend or gossiping about who you don't like and whatnot.

This world is so fucked up. How do you afford to be mean to people when so much shit is going on in people's lives and around the world??? Get the FUCK over yourself. For fuck's sake.

I hate hearing any comment from a stupid person. "Suicide is bad." Shut up, it's not. "Death is scary." No, it fucking isn't. "I want to reincarnate/anything like that" YOU WANT TO BE STUCK IN THIS HELL FOREVER? THE FUCK?

The problem is not suicide. It's what's making that an option. Whoever in the world that decided to push that person over the edge.

The world is so fucking doomed because of it being almost all idiots.

Close-minded retards who only think the things they were told and refuse to believe otherwise. Suicide is bad, just work, fuck, and die. Are you serious?

Nothing is ever going to change. No one is going to be nice to me. No one is going to use their brain and think for once. Everyone is too dumb to make any important change.

I think the things I hate the most in the world are that suicide is NEVER in the news unless it's a celebrity cause then they HAVE to report on it at that point. But murder is PERFECTLY FINE TO REPORT ON. But you will never hear about what that girl next door went through. You will never know. You will never know what happened to the man you passed on the street. You will never know why that happy kid you used to talk to is never seen anymore.

It's all completely ignored.

The censorship for suicide is actually fucking insane. Talk about it.

Fucking talk about it.

Stop being mean, stop being dumb, stop being so self-centered. Educate yourself for fuck's sake.

Thank you SanctionedSuicide for being the only smart people in the world.

I never checked the replies for my last post, which was another vent like this one if I recall correctly, but thank you to those who replied. I am still alive for the time being and am desperately trying to keep going despite everything.

Thank you for reading this vent that doesn't matter to anyone. This world sucks.
 
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meatballlover

meatballlover

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Feb 23, 2026
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Yes it is a screwed world and i could really see the emotions in this. Really beautiful
 
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dontwakemeup

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Nov 11, 2024
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You have said everything that I have been feeling! I don't understand some people. If your life is so wonderful then why do they spend so much time worrying about us? Go live your beautiful lives and fight for the animals or the Forrest or something positive to fight for!

I think the majority of people who appear to have it put together are liars and 1 sec away from suicide! I agree, most people are stupid and I completely ignore them unless my job requires me to have contact with them. I'm sick of people giving false hope, and especially all those empty promises of some great life we can one day have!

I'm over it!
 
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ThatsAllFolks2218

Last episode will be coming soon
Apr 1, 2026
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I find it also disrespectful one's autonomy to tell others they cant end their life. It should be an option. It is insanely cruel to keep someone alive despite them suffering and slowly dying on the inside.
I know in some Scandinavian countries it is. Like that Suicide Pod that I've heard about since I was 14 has always something I felt should be an option here.
 
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notreallybored

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Nov 26, 2024
366
ב''ה,

Turns out G-d has made humanity's default this Pharaonic "what labor can you do for me?" and the veil is kind of off as to whether there's any other experience besides that. The "emotional labor" discussion of a decade past sealed the deal though the rather depressing part is that's true and, all forms of society may best select for sociopaths because it's hard enough even without perceiving any of that extra illusory Hollywood stuff about 'what makes life worth living.'

I do get this thing where I'm barely holding it together but I get a lot of 'confidently incorrect to enjoy the chuckle and power and suffering and billing for it' and, somehow, people who can hardly remember their own name, and while it's not just cannabis (plenty of other reasons in the world) dabbling in the forgetfulness and Boomer narrative of how that was supposed to bring peace and love when it actually just brings paranoid and confused Forrest Gump to half its fans... There's a certain "don't learn anything, knowing anything will only force you to work harder" to everything that all kind of runs with the "Forgettol" (fictional retelling of the Brave New World soma concept from the 'supposed comfort is not having to remember bad things') approach to society that doesn't actually require medications if some people can just do that internally.
 

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