Yomyom

Yomyom

Darker dearie, much darker
Feb 5, 2020
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It's seenm impossible to do it, maybe it's just me and have nothing to the disorder, but it's seen like every couple of days I'm a totally new person with different opinions but with the same memories.

I always think that everything I did in the past was a big mistake

It's like an endless circle

Do you feel something similar?
 
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Oyoy

Oyoy

Spatula
Feb 2, 2020
741
I always think that everything I did in the past was a big mistake

It always feels like I miss my old self.

I'm always pissed at myself
 
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ReadySince94

ReadySince94

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Apr 9, 2020
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I have BPD & I feel the same way..

I feel like my past was a HUGE mistake

I change my mind multiple times a day & it's very frustrating

I'm very disappointed & angry at myself constantly

I often feel since I struggle with BPD so many people see different sides of me. I'm changing so much I don't even know who I am most of the time.

It really does feel like an endless cycle

It's seenm impossible to do it, maybe it's just me and have nothing to the disorder, but it's seen like every couple of days I'm a totally new person with different opinions but with the same memories.

I always think that everything I did in the past was a big mistake

It's like an endless circle

Do you feel something similar?
 
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Myforevercharlie

Myforevercharlie

Global Mod
Feb 13, 2020
3,021
I have BPD and making up my mind and making decisions not come easy.

I've learned to use a bullet journal. Make foodnotes on my thoughts. And it really helps me to stick to a decision I've made.
 
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Final Escape

I’ve been here too long
Jul 8, 2018
4,348
Yea this part of why I began to give up on life. This has been a huge issue for me with BPD. I can't stay consistent.
 
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