Help People who OD on Opio (Fent, Morphine), Benzo, how was your experience ?

[Nirrend]

Hi everyone,

As the title asked it :
Was it painful/peaceful ?
Did you panicked ?
Was the time before passing out long ?
And do you know people who died of these method ?
Have you now organs failure, injuries ?

In my case I'll try to ctb by OD and I want to make as reliable as possible.

I'm only afraid of failing but not about death (Hmm ok I would say a little but not that much).

Thank you in advance for your rreplies,

Sending love <3

 

[killmeiwannadie]

In my case I'll try to ctb by OD and I want to make as reliable as possible.

OD is not a reliable method. I can't speak to anything else you're asking bc i have never tried ODing on the meds your specifying but I can tell you right now OD is known not to be reliable. Not trying to scare you or be rude just want you to know.

 

[Hollowillow]

OD is not a reliable method. I can't speak to anything else you're asking bc i have never tried ODing on the meds your specifying but I can tell you right now OD is known not to be reliable. Not trying to scare you or be rude just want you to know.

Dare I ask if SN is unreliable? If fentanil is unreliable, sn is crappier?

 

[killmeiwannadie]

Dare I ask if SN is unreliable? If fentanil is unreliable, sn is crappier?

im a lil new here so I don't know enough yet on SN. I've read some threads. seems pretty reliable esp with a second dose, but again I think reading through and educating yourself as much as possible is your best bet before making any decisions. There's also the fact that everyone is different so how something affects one person might not happen that way for the next. Im still here doing research. Im sorry Im not more help. maybe someone with more knowledge will pop in too.

 

[anxiousguineapig]

I have a very unconventional opioid overdose. I had surgery a few months ago and after I woke up they gave me too many opioids because I was in so much pain.

It really just felt like getting pleasantly tired and forgetting to breathe. When my oxygen dropped I also started feeling dizzy and lightheaded. I would have passed out, but every time my oxygen monitor beeped my parents would tell me to breathe, so I'd take a few breaths and the dizziness would go away. Then I'd forget again. There was no discomfort or pain, even though I just had major surgery. However, I think nausea is probably possible as you pass out - I was on antiemetics.

Of course, I was quickly given narcan. Too bad as it would have been a completely peaceful way to go.

 

[Hollowillow]

im a lil new here so I don't know enough yet on SN. I've read some threads. seems pretty reliable esp with a second dose, but again I think reading through and educating yourself as much as possible is your best bet before making any decisions. There's also the fact that everyone is different so how something affects one person might not happen that way for the next. Im still here doing research. Im sorry Im not more help. maybe someone with more knowledge will pop in too.

Thanks. Sorry if I hijacked the thread? I was surprised that an OD was the most popular way when it's the most unreliable. People said that they recognized people sneaking back in as a new user without telling us SN failed. So I worry that it's unreliable too...

I wonder about the question in the title. I hope someone knows?

I have a very unconventional opioid overdose. I had surgery a few months ago and after I woke up they gave me too many opioids because I was in so much pain.

It really just felt like getting pleasantly tired and forgetting to breathe. When my oxygen dropped I also started feeling dizzy and lightheaded. I would have passed out, but every time my oxygen monitor beeped my parents would tell me to breathe, so I'd take a few breaths and the dizziness would go away. Then I'd forget again. There was no discomfort or pain, even though I just had major surgery. However, I think nausea is probably possible as you pass out - I was on antiemetics.

Of course, I was quickly given narcan. Too bad as it would have been a completely peaceful way to go.

Too bad you didn't catch the bus during surgery? Did it fail to help? I'm sorry that you want out, but I understand it.

 

[CassieHoward]

OD is not a reliable method. I can't speak to anything else you're asking bc i have never tried ODing on the meds your specifying but I can tell you right now OD is known not to be reliable. Not trying to scare you or be rude just want you to know.

if we're talking about ODing on whatever pills you have lying around, then sure, it isn't reliable

ODing on fent? you don't even realize it's happening until you die or someone saves you

 

[affinity]

OD is not a reliable method. I can't speak to anything else you're asking bc i have never tried ODing on the meds your specifying but I can tell you right now OD is known not to be reliable. Not trying to scare you or be rude just want you to know.

I was seriously considering this method bc of my ongoing love affair with opiates, but then I happened upon an account owned by a young mother whose partner was addicted to heroin and suffered from an unintentional OD and then suffered an anoxic brain injury. She shared videos of him in the ER experiencing incredibly painful spasticity and he ended up being an enormous burden on his family and ended up dying in a hospice like facility so yeah…I know plenty have pulled this off without even trying, but I'm not a chemist/pharm or doc and with my tolerance? It's an inexact science as-is

 

[killmeiwannadie]

if we're talking about ODing on whatever pills you have lying around, then sure, it isn't reliable

ODing on fent? you don't even realize it's happening until you die or someone saves you

that makes sense! thanks for the update

 

[anxiousguineapig]

Too bad you didn't catch the bus during surgery? Did it fail to help? I'm sorry that you want out, but I understand it.

It was alright, it was a major but fairly routine surgery and I am generally in good health so i wasn't exactly expecting to die.

I imagine one day I'll probably be glad to have lived, I'm not ready to throw in the towel yet. But if I got to pick any way to go it would have been high on my list.

 

[Euthanza]

20g of valium, I was knocked off in less than 5 minutes, I cried a lot because I had to CTB not because of the drug, felt no pain but peaceful, woke up not sure how many days later in hospital. They made a hole at my back spinal cord.
I didn't know benzo isn't reliable for CTB at the time, should have take opioid or barbiturate.

 

[iltloml]

20g of valium, I was knocked off in less than 5 minutes, I cried a lot because I had to CTB not because of the drug, felt no pain but peaceful, woke up not sure how many days later in hospital. They made a hole at my back spinal cord.
I didn't know benzo isn't reliable for CTB at the time, should have take opioid or barbiturate.

Oh my god that sounds awful. These are the horror stories that keep me from trying to do anything. If I was to wake up in a hospital after an attempt I would be more devastated than iam now.

 

[theboy]

It was not an overdose but once the doctors gave me a lot of morphine.
It was the most relaxing, peaceful and pleasant I could feel in my life. I didn't want the effect to wear off.
Being addicted to morphine or opiates, it's understandable once you try it.

 

[Iamchickenhat]

Hi. Several times I have tried to od on my drugs. Some of it was anti depressants. One day I just took a whole bottle of benzos and woke up 3 days later with mild kidney damage. But again. I woke up after sleeping for 3 days. My dog and I just went to sleep on the couch. My mom called me 3 days later to see why I hadn't called and that's what woke me up. But it was very peaceful. Just didn't work.

 

[denix66]

¿Me atrevo a preguntar si SN no es confiable? Si el fentanilo no es confiable, ¿el sn es peor?

.

Para mí, el fentanilo es el mejor método en mi opinión… logrando extraer los 16 mg que hay en un parche de liberación prolongada de 100 mcg y tomándolo todo de una vez, la muerte es totalmente segura… 2 mg IV es la dosis fatal . . .

Existe un método de extracción con metanol....
.

 

[Nirrend]

Ok so, because vomit is a risk while using pills to OD, what do you think about taping your face and mouth quickly after having swallowed them ?

This is my idea, because I suppose that if I do that, I'll die in my vomit while unconscious. Do you think this could be reliable ?
I can't do SN, it looks to scary for me and I can't buy N

 

[makethepainstop]

I have a very unconventional opioid overdose. I had surgery a few months ago and after I woke up they gave me too many opioids because I was in so much pain.

It really just felt like getting pleasantly tired and forgetting to breathe. When my oxygen dropped I also started feeling dizzy and lightheaded. I would have passed out, but every time my oxygen monitor beeped my parents would tell me to breathe, so I'd take a few breaths and the dizziness would go away. Then I'd forget again. There was no discomfort or pain, even though I just had major surgery. However, I think nausea is probably possible as you pass out - I was on antiemetics.

Of course, I was quickly given narcan. Too bad as it would have been a completely peaceful way to go.

How and where can I get some of that in suitable quantities? Asking for a homeless dude.

 

[Hollowillow]

Ok so, because vomit is a risk while using pills to OD, what do you think about taping your face and mouth quickly after having swallowed them ?

This is my idea, because I suppose that if I do that, I'll die in my vomit while unconscious. Do you think this could be reliable ?
I can't do SN, it looks to scary for me and I can't buy N

The idea to duct tape my mouth crossed my mind. But then I remembered vividly puking toasts of nutella & crunchy peanut butter so violently that it came out of my nose. The hard peanut chunks were painful to remove. I'd probably drown in vomit or have it come out if my eyes' tear duct if I raped my mouth. Or blow my brains... Vomit shut gun. Nope. I'm actually worried. Just crying increase the pressure in my head...

Ok so, because vomit is a risk while using pills to OD, what do you think about taping your face and mouth quickly after having swallowed them ?

This is my idea, because I suppose that if I do that, I'll die in my vomit while unconscious. Do you think this could be reliable ?
I can't do SN, it looks to scary for me and I can't buy N

Why is SN too scary? So hard to find the dark side of SN here... I'm scared too but don't know what I should fear

 

[Nirrend]

The idea to duct tape my mouth crossed my mind. But then I remembered vividly puking toasts of nutella & crunchy peanut butter so violently that it came out of my nose. The hard peanut chunks were painful to remove. I'd probably drown in vomit or have it come out if my eyes' tear duct if I raped my mouth. Or blow my brains... Vomit shut gun. Nope. I'm actually worried. Just crying increase the pressure in my head...

Why is SN too scary? So hard to find the dark side of SN here... I'm scared too but don't know what I should fear

The cranium is inextensible and the bone is 1cm thick and the hole of the bottom side of the cranium is only a place for the spinal column and for canals containing cerebrospinal fluid. So, I think that if I taped my face (except my nose) and gone unconscious during OD, my vomit would stop in my mouth and going a little in the nose canal.

And, in addition, we have to notice that while under a central nervous system depressant and while being unconscious, some primary body function shut down (Breathing and having the reflex to cough, seeking to evacuate).

So, I think that, I would vomit, vomit would stay in mouth (with little of it going to nose) and junction between trachea and osophagus. Because the body could still breath a little, vomit will go into lungs and I would die with asphyxia peacefully.

This is the scenario that may happen I guess

SN is scary for me because of heart racing, the taste, the fact that there's no moments where the body calm down except when fainting..
And, turning blue really scares me

And you ? Why SN looks not that bad for you ?
Were my explanations enough good to make you think that we could improve ctb with OD ? Because, I know that people are honest while talking about reliable or not reliable methods, but the fact that we always read things that make us think that we can never die on Pills OD is bothering me.

When you read news, deaths reports or scientifical studies, there's a lot of death involving Benzo, Opio, Psychostimulants, OTC...
Okay, there's also data that shows that death is more frenquently happening when a cocktails is made (different pills, + alcohol), when there's health problems, when there's enough time to not save someone, when a lethal dose for many pills is combined and so on..

I'm just tired to hear that only SN is considered as reliable here, tired to see that N is the unobtainable (or really hard to get) perfection and that others method could be so hard to obtain or do (hanging, firearm, exit bag..)

I'm sure that, if OD, + tape + drowning (taking a bath while OD) for exemple, I'm sure that this could be a peaceful method and an easiest one to acces to,

Don't you think so ?

I'm feeling like I'm fucked up reading thoughts about ctb with drugs OD because this is the way I want to leave

 

[emgrl]

if we're talking about ODing on whatever pills you have lying around, then sure, it isn't reliable

ODing on fent? you don't even realize it's happening until you die or someone saves you

What about laced m30s? Any info on those?

 

[freelifexit]

Opiates OD can make you vegetable, be careful.

 

[anxiousguineapig]

How and where can I get some of that in suitable quantities? Asking for a homeless dude.

You probably won't find the exact stuff they gave me (hydromorphone) but the effects of any opiate are similar. So I suspect a heroin/fentanyl overdose would not be very different. I don't know anything about buying drugs but looking at overdose rates (in the US at least) it can't be that hard...

 

[Spyro24]

Hi everyone,

As the title asked it :
Was it painful/peaceful ?
Did you panicked ?
Was the time before passing out long ?
And do you know people who died of these method ?
Have you now organs failure, injuries ?

In my case I'll try to ctb by OD and I want to make as reliable as possible.

I'm only afraid of failing but not about death (Hmm ok I would say a little but not that much).

Thank you in advance for your rreplies,

Sending love <3

I was playing around with benzos with no plan to commit suicide. One night I took one to go to sleep and at that moment it just felt right and I took 25 pills in total, I would have taken more if had any left. I truly believed that I was going to die and it was the best feeling ever until I blacked out max 20 minutes later and woke up in the psych ward 2 days later. Definitely would not recommend since I was apparently quite violent when normally I wouldn't hurt a fly. I barely remember anything from the whole ordeal but I'm fine now.

 

[👁️👃👁️]

Opiates OD can make you vegetable, be careful.

Hanging can make you vegetable, be careful.

Opiates OD can make you vegetable, be careful.

Hanging can make you vegetable, be carefulm

 

[ihatemyseIf]

if we're talking about ODing on whatever pills you have lying around, then sure, it isn't reliable

ODing on fent? you don't even realize it's happening until you die or someone saves you

thats why im gonna use fent to kill myself. but the thing is that in my country it's almost impossible to find someone that sells fentanyl :(

 

[lionetta12]

I have a very unconventional opioid overdose. I had surgery a few months ago and after I woke up they gave me too many opioids because I was in so much pain.

It really just felt like getting pleasantly tired and forgetting to breathe. When my oxygen dropped I also started feeling dizzy and lightheaded. I would have passed out, but every time my oxygen monitor beeped my parents would tell me to breathe, so I'd take a few breaths and the dizziness would go away. Then I'd forget again. There was no discomfort or pain, even though I just had major surgery. However, I think nausea is probably possible as you pass out - I was on antiemetics.

Of course, I was quickly given narcan. Too bad as it would have been a completely peaceful way to go.

That's how it was felt like for me as well, same exact experience, in a hospital, twice, before surgery. It was pretty pleasant.

 

[Nirrend]

thats why im gonna use fent to kill myself. but the thing is that in my country it's almost impossible to find someone that sells fentanyl :(

I'm sure that on Darknet there's a way to find some

 

[affinity]

I'm sure that on Darknet there's a way to find some

So many distributors or dealers now cut their drugs with fentanyl for potency/cost reasons. They know their long term customers have developed some pretty significant tolerances, so while terrifying and unethical, this is what is being done.

Im sure it's an awkward thought for many who don't use/purchase, but there are dealers out there who could hook you up with something cut with it. Some dealers may be reluctant to admit this given that they're now being charged if a client (especially a famous one) dies from a tainted product you gave them. Mac Miller comes to mind…

In any event, to make sure, fentanyl testing kits are usually free to obtain in larger cities.

I would caution you folks though on this…not sure how many of you frequent bluelight…but maybe head over there and see the testimonials from those who almost died from a fent or opiate OD. It's not the pleasant experience you'd hope for in many cases. I don't mean to dissuade or dishearten, I just want you to have all the facts.

 

[emgrl]

So many distributors or dealers now cut their drugs with fentanyl for potency/cost reasons. They know their long term customers have developed some pretty significant tolerances, so while terrifying and unethical, this is what is being done.

Im sure it's an awkward thought for many who don't use/purchase, but there are dealers out there who could hook you up with something cut with it. Some dealers may be reluctant to admit this given that they're now being charged if a client (especially a famous one) dies from a tainted product you gave them. Mac Miller comes to mind…

In any event, to make sure, fentanyl testing kits are usually free to obtain in larger cities.

I would caution you folks though on this…not sure how many of you frequent bluelight…but maybe head over there and see the testimonials from those who almost died from a fent or opiate OD. It's not the pleasant experience you'd hope for in many cases. I don't mean to dissuade or dishearten, I just want you to have all the facts.

I have m30s, bought a fent test, and sure enough… there's fent in them. The thing is, they're not dependable. Some could have hot spots, some could have none at all.

I'll have to check out bluelight, then… I always thought it was quick and peaceful.