CFLoser
I fcking hate myself
- Dec 5, 2018
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I wanted to update my post.Yes, I have used Prozac 20mg and it worked. I am still on it and it's been generally better overall.
In my specific case it worked right away as the increased chemicals or whatever get upregulated and you just feel more energized and stuff.
My sister is also on it, and it works well for her too, but it took a little longer to start working.
Prozac is still effective for me, but as time has gone on I better understand how it works and what it turns off in the brain.
For me it seems to be very effective at completely curbing anxiety, which was one of the main things that led to me having depressive episodes.
The downside is that it doesn't really stop me from having weird manic episodes and during those I usually spend a lot of money. (I'm not bipolar I'm just using manic to describe how I get).
As for the emotional dulling, it is real. I think a lot of feelings of love, happiness, etc. are closely tied to anxiety in ways we don't understand, and each of those has gone down significantly. I was never really into chasing happiness though, but the lack of emotions like love is bothering me a lot as I can feel situations where I know that feeling should pop up, but it doesn't.
So really interesting stuff. I'd say its still worth speaking with your psychiatrist about.