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1234dave

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In regards to the SN method. Do you think the anti sickness pill will trigger akathisia if already have it, seems a high chance..
 
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1234dave

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Also having a comprimised nervous system may effect this. It will either work quicker or slower.
 
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In regards to the SN method. Do you think the anti sickness pill will trigger akathisia if already have it, seems a high chance..
I'm withdrawing from Xanax and worry about AKA too. I think I'll what I'll do is take 10mg Meto early the day of going out and if I don't have a reaction then take stat dose before SN.
 
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GeorgeEastman

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I'm withdrawing from Xanax

Damn, no wonder you're here.

That shit screwed me over irreversibly. I finally got off, but was so sick for so long that once I got well I could never eat as much as I used to again. Pure poison.
 
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I'm withdrawing from Xanax and worry about AKA too. I think I'll what I'll do is take 10mg Meto early the day of going out and if I don't have a reaction then take stat dose before SN.
When abruptly stopped taking Xanax I had some kind of Manic episode that lasted a little over 2months, I thought I was going to die at any second I felt almost like I was High but my mind thoughts were going crazy it was Scary-ive had the worst Depression since then
 
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Damn, no wonder you're here.

That shit screwed me over irreversibly. I finally got off, but was so sick for so long that once I got well I could never eat as much as I used to again. Pure poison.
No doubt. You are right about it being poison and yes a huge part of why I'm on here. Sorry you went through so much suffering too :(
 
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When abruptly stopped taking Xanax I had some kind of Manic episode that lasted a little over 2months, I thought I was going to die at any second I felt almost like I was High but my mind thoughts were going crazy it was Scary-ive had the worst Depression since then
Oh no. I can only imagine what you went through being cold turkeyed like that. It sounds like a horror show what happened to you. Im so glad you made it through that without seizures.
 
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Aaron Josef

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Oh no. I can only imagine what you went through being cold turkeyed like that. It sounds like a horror show what happened to you. Im so glad you made it through that without seizures.
I always ran out early so would have to get some off the streets when my script ran out, I got a few from this girl so I could make it until my next dr appt & they were fake, i don't miss that B.S
 
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I always ran out early so would have to get some off the streets when my script ran out, I got a few from this girl so I could make it until my next dr appt & they were fake, i don't miss that B.S
It's horrifying running out. I've thought about getting them on streets but was scared about what all else are in them.
 
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I cold turkey-ed off a bunch of crap and it ruined my life. Only starting to get better. I was misinformed and then well, ruined everything. Lasting effects. It was awful. And I'm not a better person for it. Though if we have an apocalypse (please let that happen universe) I would be at the forefront helping people deal with it.
 
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I cold turkey-ed off a bunch of crap and it ruined my life. Only starting to get better. I was misinformed and then well, ruined everything. Lasting effects. It was awful. And I'm not a better person for it. Though if we have an apocalypse (please let that happen universe) I would be at the forefront helping people deal with it.
You know I wonder how many of us on here have had the same experience with these drugs and that's why we want to die. Im at least glad you are starting to feel a little better.
 
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I'm sorry guys I can't talk about this anymore right now. I'm too upset and crying..
 
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You know I wonder how many of us on here have had the same experience with these drugs and that's why we want to die. Im at least glad you are starting to feel a little better.
I took some med for either add or ADHD when I was a kid that I know for a fact messed me up, I took it for maybe 3-4Years from what I can remember,it totally changed my personality then you put bipolar/anxiety/Depression also just a recipe for disaster. Not blaming anyone it just it what it is I have Nothing left in me to offer to society
 
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You know I wonder how many of us on here have had the same experience with these drugs and that's why we want to die. Im at least glad you are starting to feel a little better.
Thank you. And I bet you're onto something. We should compare notes. I'm back on two, to be transparent. I went into psychosis a few months after the withdraw period. I'm going to wean off of one of them though. It is making me eat and eat and eat and obsess. Providers don't give a crap that I'm in suicidal obsession mode at all. It's all a racket. Anyhow, I will beg and plead that no one does what I did, ever, with cold turkey....till the day I blissfully die it will be my warning to folk.
 
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I took some med for either add or ADHD when I was a kid that I know for a fact messed me up, I took it for maybe 3-4Years from what I can remember,it totally changed my personality then you put bipolar/anxiety/Depression also just a recipe for disaster. Not blaming anyone it just it what it is I have Nothing left in me to offer to society
One of my cousins was put on ADHD meds when he was like 4? He is permanently disabled now.
 
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Aaron Josef

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One of my cousins was put on ADHD meds when he was like 4? He is permanently disabled now.
Permanently disabled from what though?
 
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Permanently disabled from what though?
Good question... Loads of drugs his whole life? He's never been diagnosed with anything other than mental problems. Starting at 4.
 
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Aaron Josef

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Good question... Loads of drugs his whole life? He's never been diagnosed with anything other than mental problems. Starting at 4.
I've heard a few crazy stories over the years from people who took ADHD/add meds when they were younger
 
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I've heard a few crazy stories over the years from people who took ADHD/add meds when they were younger
He was one of the first rounds when Ritalin came out as a wonder drug.
 
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Aaron Josef

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He was one of the first rounds when Ritalin came out as a wonder drug.
They gave it out to easily.
I haven't read about it.
I know that medication gave me long-term side effects
 
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So many people here damaged by pharmaceutical crap
 
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Jul 2, 2018
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Just chiming in as well. Benzos broken myself.
 
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1234dave

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Oct 5, 2018
369
Just chiming in as well. Benzos broken myself.

Doctors are fucking clueless cunts. Doctor wants me to try lexapro.

I had a form of enlightenment today. No one in this world knows what the fuck they are doing, no one in profession can help you they have no actual knowledge of how we work. Everything is a stab in the dark. The world is fucking brutal. Human beings are fucking stupid know it alls and the ignorance and naievity is so profound
 
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1234dave

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Oct 5, 2018
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Human beings cannot fathom or relate to other human beings suffering. It is impossible for their brain to comprehend!! Unless we are suffering our selves then we can. Humans think that others are exaggerating untill you get to the pits

They will never listen because they cant understand!! They fucking pretend but they cannot understand
 
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@dave1234. So do you think you'll go ahead with SN method along with Anti emetics? I'm kind of on the fence worried about AKA
 
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