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Jorms_McGander

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Oct 17, 2023
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Well, in an arbitrary sense I care about you. I'd like if the apes we live among could do their own emotional labour, but they seem determined to project it and put the responsibility on others. Anyway I care about you. If this was a prison camp we joined I'd put some of my pickaxe-chipped rocks in your pile once in a while to make it easier. Ironically that would prolong your life.

I'm mentally ill and have little energy and no resources to share with anyone. In fact I'm more likely to manipulate you and take advantage of your resources if you get close to me. I agree I should fucking die šŸ˜‡

But also that's why you get some of these pickaxe-chipped rocks in a prison camp, cuz I care, I identify with ostracism, invalidation and the suffering it can produce, even to the level of personality damages because a person has had to live as though it's Survival Mode and that's when I broke the illusion that the other humans aren't doing the same.

It's all the same. Everyone is self serving and you can either choose to have some emotionally immature loser try to run you because You Don't Make Money or you can go fight for your life in the economy and Make A Killing, to Bring Home The Fleeeeeshhhh (ok bacon fine)

I hope you can let go of some anger today though, not cuz it'll get better but just in the interest of your quality of life for as long as you intend to live it.

Best wishes
 
Darkover

Darkover

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Jul 29, 2021
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No one gives a shit about you
You ask yourself, "Why nobody gives a damn about me?" I have the answer. No one cares about you. It's not personal. It's just human nature.

This applies to everything you need or want. It applies to all the people in your life, including your parents and your family.

No one cares what you want

Your boss doesn't give a shit if you come to work. He cares if you make his job more difficult because of your absence, but he doesn't REALLY care what happens to you.

It's not malicious. He's just got his own shit to worry about. So he doesn't give a shit about you.

That girl you want to date doesn't care that you can't get her off your mind. The flu isn't out to get you. It just took an opportunity to do what it's supposed to do. It doesn't give a shit about you.

People care about themselves and how a situation will increase what's valuable to them. If you understand that sentence, you'll never have a problem again.

It's so important that I'll write it again, phrased differently, and in bold letters. No one gives a shit about you unless there's something in it for them.

That's ok, because you don't really care what they think either.

It's the same with that girl you're mentally undressing. She doesn't give a shit that you think she's sexy. That's not gonna make her want to date you.

What's in it for her? Are you good-looking? Are you interesting? Do you have money and status? What do you bring to the table that's valuable to her?

If you want more from the world, you have to give more to the world. The world doesn't owe you shit. No amount of sulking or protesting will ever change this.

Life isn't fair. Well actually, it is fair because it's unfair to everyone.
 

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