
StarryStarry
Cat Lady
- Oct 25, 2021
- 749
I don't understand why people are so cruel. Why would you tell me that I am such a great fit for your job and that I would be an asset - then totally ignore me. Once I finally get ahold of you, you tell me that there was a candidate who was more suited to the position. Another disappointment - it actually physically hurts. I should know better by now. I can't relocate to the job I was offered due to finances. I can't afford to move and I can't afford to live there. So, here I am ... how many times will I continue to get my hopes up and then be let down over and over again. I will NOT find a job. Money is running out. I need enough money for my cremation. I have to keep that money. On February 8th, they are coming for everything I own. I'm going to leave here and go to where my little girl is. I'm calling it quits. I have no family or friends - no one will miss me. But I want someone here to know I lived. Thank you for listening. It's too hard to keep going. Too hard.