nowadays its hard to get even in peru, bolivia and all south america
Look for "vet pharmacies" called pharmacia veterinaria if i recall correctly and on outskirts of the city/town. The shadier, the better. Of course you need also to bribe the pharmacist. And even with it, your chances arent great.
Thank you.
I'll be updating on this thread.
It is really hard as you have to overcome several obstacles, and all of them internal and psychological as you battling yourself all along the way:
1. Get to the country and city you have never been to.
2. Language barrier - i dont speak spanish but these days with chatbots shouldn;t be a problem.
3. Finding a place to buy.
4. Actually buying it.
5. And then of course, the last step - doing it. You can't prolong this step as you can't take this staff with you out of the country.
Is it normal to get back and forth on the decision?
It feels like somewhat going to war - at some point there will be no going back - in the hotel room once the glass with N is in your hand and it is going toward your mouth - you have to stop thinking, numb feelings (whats left) and just do it. Like in a war - just pull the trigger, shot and kill.
It is nice to talk to someone about this. Thank you whoever replies.