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chris.watt

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Jun 24, 2025
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Going to Lima, Peru in the next 2-3 weeks, will try to get Pentobarbital / Nembutal / Halatal.

Any advise?
 
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Romanticize

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nowadays its hard to get even in peru, bolivia and all south america
Look for "vet pharmacies" called pharmacia veterinaria if i recall correctly and on outskirts of the city/town. The shadier, the better. Of course you need also to bribe the pharmacist. And even with it, your chances arent great.
 
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chris.watt

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Jun 24, 2025
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nowadays its hard to get even in peru, bolivia and all south america
Look for "vet pharmacies" called pharmacia veterinaria if i recall correctly and on outskirts of the city/town. The shadier, the better. Of course you need also to bribe the pharmacist. And even with it, your chances arent great.
Thank you.
I'll be updating on this thread.

It is really hard as you have to overcome several obstacles, and all of them internal and psychological as you battling yourself all along the way:

1. Get to the country and city you have never been to.
2. Language barrier - i dont speak spanish but these days with chatbots shouldn;t be a problem.
3. Finding a place to buy.
4. Actually buying it.
5. And then of course, the last step - doing it. You can't prolong this step as you can't take this staff with you out of the country.

Is it normal to get back and forth on the decision?
It feels like somewhat going to war - at some point there will be no going back - in the hotel room once the glass with N is in your hand and it is going toward your mouth - you have to stop thinking, numb feelings (whats left) and just do it. Like in a war - just pull the trigger, shot and kill.

It is nice to talk to someone about this. Thank you whoever replies.
 
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It is very normal to go back and forth on ctb. It's that damn si.
 
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chris.watt

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It is very normal to go back and forth on ctb. It's that damn si.
the way i'm managing it is not forcing it. do what i need to do in terms of planning (where energy, rational mind is needed), but when the time comes for execution - this is when i'll let all the emotions out and will ride the wave.
 
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MourningFlower

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Jan 8, 2025
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SI and the unpredictable ebb and flow of life is what keeps me here. Good luck on whatever you decide.
 
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spero_meliora

spero_meliora

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Jan 13, 2025
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Going to Lima, Peru in the next 2-3 weeks, will try to get Pentobarbital / Nembutal / Halatal.

Any advise?
good luck, you'll need it, especially if you don't speak Spanish. halatal got too much heat and attention, and most vet pharmacies are going to know why you want it and that it isn't really for your very sick horse you insist you have.
 
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lysergamide

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Oct 2, 2024
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Because it's not that easy to find, i've heard of people going there to look for N, pheno, pento what have you, but no one actually getting their hands on it in peru. And it's supposed to be the place where it's easiest to get your hands on.
 
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StupidCat

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Apr 24, 2025
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Because you'll make it harder for locals to get it. Lima is the place where is the most regulated, so less chances to get it. Also if you are some gringo asking for it you'll definitely not get it, possibly even get reported since it's already well-known for gringos to come here buy N and die in some random hotel.
Some places where isn't that regulated are Huancayo, Huaraz, Chiclayo. Since people don't buy that to die just ask for it normally, if they ask for a reason, tell them you need to put some animals down and that you'll pay more than necessary. It's mostly sold to businesses, so you could theoretically get a tax id for a business if you get a 'carnet de extranjería' and apply for a RUC number with the SUNAT. You would need to apply for said carnet first but it's not really that difficult. With a RUC you could even buy it online. If you ever bother to do that and get your hands on some just take it home please.
 
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chris.watt

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Because you'll make it harder for locals to get it. Lima is the place where is the most regulated, so less chances to get it. Also if you are some gringo asking for it you'll definitely not get it, possibly even get reported since it's already well-known for gringos to come here buy N and die in some random hotel.
Some places where isn't that regulated are Huancayo, Huaraz, Chiclayo. Since people don't buy that to die just ask for it normally, if they ask for a reason, tell them you need to put some animals down and that you'll pay more than necessary. It's mostly sold to businesses, so you could theoretically get a tax id for a business if you get a 'carnet de extranjería' and apply for a RUC number with the SUNAT. You would need to apply for said carnet first but it's not really that difficult. With a RUC you could even buy it online. If you ever bother to do that and get your hands on some just take it home please.
thank you.
 

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