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Susan Caswell

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Feb 25, 2019
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Dear all can anyone help me with the paperwork to apply to Pegasos in Switzerland. I have completed half the application form but stuck uploading documents they need and havent a clue how to do it and no one who loves me will help me i can understand it but also they must see my suffering which is horrific Switzerland is my only chance as i know it will be done profesionally and 100% success if i can even get there i am so weak and tired but dont know how else to go 3 years deafening roaring tinnitus taken terrible toll i literally cant take the noise any longer 24/7 roaring hammering drilling hissing and dont even know cause i was so very well healthy happy loved life wish this was easy i had no clue taking your own life was so difficult but never needed to i was such a happy caring generous soul this is cruel i have to find a way i just cant stay like this i cant eat dress bathe rest sleep please can anyone help me very very frightened and i have never been frightened of anything in my life i had such plans why me this now im terrified i cant only think jump but would be my luck i dont die and left crippled and still deafening tinnitus and wouldnt even be able to live at home and i couldnt bare that dont know whats happened to me i had perfect ears and hearing just came on from nowhere but wasnt like this i coped i not cant stand it and its all i can hear wish it would just go bang stop id take some getting well now im so thin weak and frail and i loved food cant eat anything for this anxiety this has brought had so very much living to do id be happiest person on the planet if it would stop i worked so hard for 38 years looked after everyone i was so capable independant calm wonder fulll life what did i do for this i ate so well healthy looked after myself please someone make this stop if theres anyone out there with belief in God please would you pray for me i cant stay like this its like being tortured alive x
 
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Susan, have you scanned the documents already? If not, you can take them to a copy place and get them scanned. You can ask them to send the scans to your email address, and from there you can forward them to Pegasos. x
 
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I'm sorry that you're suffering so much as a result of tinnitus. Like Soul said, if you need to send in scanned documents, there are places that you can go where they'll do it for you. You can also go do it at your closest library if they are open x
 
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Susan Caswell

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Feb 25, 2019
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I'm sorry that you're suffering so much as a result of tinnitus. Like Soul said, if you need to send in scanned documents, there are places that you can go where they'll do it for you. You can also go do it at your closest library if they are open x
Thank you or the information and your help i cant get there to do it and it has to be in the application have to upload the documents didnt think it would be this hard or that id ever have to do such a thing loved life all was perfect could weep wish they would just say come but guess they have their procedures to follow if i dont calm down i will give myself heart attack or stroke knowing me wouldnt damn well die this is so very cruel i can stand a lot and have in my life but this way too much for me wish i could message oh its stopped gone down can stand it its been 3 years deafening roaring but forever no way its taken terrible toll cant thing of anything but this for me that would have made me so suicidal just not this id be fine my ears and hearing were perfect i just cant understand it and cant get to the bottom of it or cause or down this cant be my fate its horrific thought i had a good 20 years happy ahead of us doing all we planned bad enough in this torture but wanting to end it for peace tragic wish is was easy its hardest thing ever i valued life my life and everyone elses loved life the panic in me is too much to take its the volume but stuck this way rest of my life and from the lovely life i had and dont even have a clue cause why wont it just stop let me get well and do all i planned im so sorry going on im terrified im going insane from it its that loud and i was sanest person i know x
 
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Thank you or the information and your help i cant get there to do it and it has to be in the application have to upload the documents didnt think it would be this hard or that id ever have to do such a thing loved life all was perfect could weep wish they would just say come but guess they have their procedures to follow if i dont calm down i will give myself heart attack or stroke knowing me wouldnt damn well die this is so very cruel i can stand a lot and have in my life but this way too much for me wish i could message oh its stopped gone down can stand it its been 3 years deafening roaring but forever no way its taken terrible toll cant thing of anything but this for me that would have made me so suicidal just not this id be fine my ears and hearing were perfect i just cant understand it and cant get to the bottom of it or cause or down this cant be my fate its horrific thought i had a good 20 years happy ahead of us doing all we planned bad enough in this torture but wanting to end it for peace tragic wish is was easy its hardest thing ever i valued life my life and everyone elses loved life the panic in me is too much to take its the volume but stuck this way rest of my life and from the lovely life i had and dont even have a clue cause why wont it just stop let me get well and do all i planned im so sorry going on im terrified im going insane from it its that loud and i was sanest person i know x
I had a quick look at how to apply for it on the Pegasus website and it's an online application process that requires you to scan in documents and then upload them. You don't have a printer at home with a scanner? If you have a decent smartphone/iPad you can download an app called 'scanner for me' and you just take a picture of your documents. X
 
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Aug 2, 2020
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I am going to apply with them but will likely not get approved. It will cost 1500 euros regardless of approved or not approved, but since I'm going to do it myself anyways I might as well try.
 
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Susan Caswell

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Feb 25, 2019
316
I am going to apply with them but will likely not get approved. It will cost 1500 euros regardless of approved or not approved, but since I'm going to do it myself anyways I might as well try.
I think they will take any circumstances but may depend on age x
 

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