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Susan Caswell
Specialist
- Feb 25, 2019
- 316
Dear all can anyone help me with the paperwork to apply to Pegasos in Switzerland. I have completed half the application form but stuck uploading documents they need and havent a clue how to do it and no one who loves me will help me i can understand it but also they must see my suffering which is horrific Switzerland is my only chance as i know it will be done profesionally and 100% success if i can even get there i am so weak and tired but dont know how else to go 3 years deafening roaring tinnitus taken terrible toll i literally cant take the noise any longer 24/7 roaring hammering drilling hissing and dont even know cause i was so very well healthy happy loved life wish this was easy i had no clue taking your own life was so difficult but never needed to i was such a happy caring generous soul this is cruel i have to find a way i just cant stay like this i cant eat dress bathe rest sleep please can anyone help me very very frightened and i have never been frightened of anything in my life i had such plans why me this now im terrified i cant only think jump but would be my luck i dont die and left crippled and still deafening tinnitus and wouldnt even be able to live at home and i couldnt bare that dont know whats happened to me i had perfect ears and hearing just came on from nowhere but wasnt like this i coped i not cant stand it and its all i can hear wish it would just go bang stop id take some getting well now im so thin weak and frail and i loved food cant eat anything for this anxiety this has brought had so very much living to do id be happiest person on the planet if it would stop i worked so hard for 38 years looked after everyone i was so capable independant calm wonder fulll life what did i do for this i ate so well healthy looked after myself please someone make this stop if theres anyone out there with belief in God please would you pray for me i cant stay like this its like being tortured alive x