Venting passive suicidal?

[bubbles_0403]

I don't wish to actively kms or anything, but I wouldn't mind if a bus ran me over

 

[dinosavr]

What's important is that you consider these thoughts valid and if you have a chance, please try therapy. There's basically no other way to go if your suicidal thoughts aren't active. The sooner the better!

 

[itswhatits]

Yeah, it's pretty common. Suicidal ideation can range from planning to die, to just wanting death in the abstract, to the desire for non-existence, to what you described, not really caring whether you live or die. It's a spectrum, and every shade of it is brutal to go through. I hope you can make it out of this dark period of your life in one piece.