Partner Caution

[Lostone47]

The idea of a partner to ctb with is comforting. I found that once I found an individual with the same desires as me to bring me a sense of peace when thinking about what is to come. I would just like to offer a story for caution.

My partner and I became very close. We had met to test methods and failed. This led to a mutual bonding about trying to find another method. We kept in contact and arranged a more sure fire method. Mind you we had established a strong bond and had what I thought to be a mutual trust in one another. Once the second method became more viable and the day was getting closer, they ghosted me and called in a welfare check on me from states away. Trust dissolved.

Just posting to warn others that you can't be in someone else's mind and sharing something as serious as ctb intentions with someone can lead to shitty consequences. Learn from my mistake.

 

[illAF]

The idea of a partner to ctb with is comforting. I found that once I found an individual with the same desires as me to bring me a sense of peace when thinking about what is to come. I would just like to offer a story for caution.

My partner and I became very close. We had met to test methods and failed. This led to a mutual bonding about trying to find another method. We kept in contact and arranged a more sure fire method. Mind you we had established a strong bond and had what I thought to be a mutual trust in one another. Once the second method became more viable and the day was getting closer, they ghosted me and called in a welfare check on me from states away. Trust dissolved.

Just posting to warn others that you can't be in someone else's mind and sharing something as serious as ctb intentions with someone can lead to shitty consequences. Learn from my mistake.

Thank you for sharing your story. And really sorry it happened to you I would find it really confortable to have a partner but yes, it would come with different factors we can't really control... It is very risky. I would like to have someone in my surrounding that I have known for years and with whom I am really confortable to ctb with me. But this person does not exist
Anyway, sorry for you...

 

[UKscotty]

I think partner is a really bad idea in practice. It's just so hard to be mentally ready to CTB. Almost impossible to have two people be ready at the same time.

Also for most of us, the desire to CTB is in waves, rather than constant.

It would be ideal to go in theory but in practice way too risky.

 

[pebpebpebpeb]

i'm so sorry, that sounds awful. people can be so cruel.

 

[FuneralCry]

Honestly in my opinion I think suicide partners is best avoided no matter what, other people simply cannot be trusted and relied on, I don't get why people would risk it in the first place.

 

[ijustwishtodie]

In this world, nobody can be trusted, not even a partner. I think that the only person who I can trust to see me kill myself is @FuneralCry as she has compassion for people and she understands what it's like to be trapped in this cruel world so I don't think she'd stop anybody from leaving it as suicide is a personal choice. Either way, when it comes to people overall, they just cannot be trusted due to their mindset regarding life as a whole

 

[charging station]

Anybody up to chat/speak on Telegram?
I have no one to talk to about my plans/struggle with CTB

 

[letmebeworthdying4]

Anybody up to chat/speak on Telegram?
I have no one to talk to about my plans/struggle with CTB

Are you still looking for someone?

 

[Roadrunner]

The idea of a partner to ctb with is comforting. I found that once I found an individual with the same desires as me to bring me a sense of peace when thinking about what is to come. I would just like to offer a story for caution.

My partner and I became very close. We had met to test methods and failed. This led to a mutual bonding about trying to find another method. We kept in contact and arranged a more sure fire method. Mind you we had established a strong bond and had what I thought to be a mutual trust in one another. Once the second method became more viable and the day was getting closer, they ghosted me and called in a welfare check on me from states away. Trust dissolved.

Just posting to warn others that you can't be in someone else's mind and sharing something as serious as ctb intentions with someone can lead to shitty consequences. Learn from my mistake.

Just another example of something or someone in this life letting you down eh! It seems that just never ends, for me anyway!

 

[willitpass]

I've never liked the idea of partners. Not only could they back out and call you in, if you go through with the plan and one person survives the survivor is facing SERIOUS legal consequences. As well as the possibility of meeting up with someone with ulterior motives. There are simply way too many ways it could go wrong. Unless you qualify for euthanasia, CTB is best done on your own terms, partners are a very sticky mess and opening lots of doors for ethical and legal troubles.

 

[final_countdown12]

The problem of partnering up for CTB is the risk of being jailed in case one fail and manages to survives. Imagime how terrible that could be.

 

[returntothevoid]

I think partner is a really bad idea in practice. It's just so hard to be mentally ready to CTB. Almost impossible to have two people be ready at the same time.

Also for most of us, the desire to CTB is in waves, rather than constant.

It would be ideal to go in theory but in practice way too risky.

The waves thing is so true. If I was on a 1-10 scale of suicidality I would say 70% of the time I'm at a 8.5, that is my baseline. It is mentally impossible to always be at a 10, you would not be able to function.

 

[Jorms_McGander]

The waves thing is so true. If I was on a 1-10 scale of suicidality I would say 70% of the time I'm at a 8.5, that is my baseline. It is mentally impossible to always be at a 10, you would not be able to function.

Emotions
Thoughts
Behaviour

In that order. Emotions are chemical responses in our bodies. They are our instincts, but importantly, they do run out. We'd physically run out of neurotransmitters. So emotions come and go in waves, they eventually resonate with the stiffer material of thought which in turn jiggles up against the very firm stuff of behaviour.

So that's really good mindfulness