Method Partial suspension hanging anchor point help!

[balancingaqt]

Having done extensive research, I've decided upon using the partial suspension method.
However, the problem I have is not having many options for anchor points.
The heaviest object in my room is my bed, but I am concerned that it is too low. I can tie my cord around the top section of my bed which is probably only 30cm above floor level. I have tested it by pulling with my whole body and it can withstand my weight without moving. The only other anchor point is the doorknob which i have yet to test as I'm afraid of breaking it which will draw attention to my plan.

I am using paracord - bought on the ruse of making bracelets. I also have a stash of razor blades and alcohol. planning to slash my arms and legs in hopes I'll lose blood and pass out faster whilst hanging myself. I'm a cutter so I'm not afraid of deep cuts.

I have made a deal with myself - if things don't get better and my depression and anxiety still makes me feel like absolute shit, I will CTB on my birthday in december. I know it's only september but I don't know how much longer I can hold on so I'm asking for advice now. Anyone in a similar situation?

Advice would be much appreciated.

 

[nzdarkshark]

I don't have any tips I'm afraid but I'll be keeping an eye on this topic just in case someone does.
Just as a backup for myself.

 

[Punished snake]

I don't have any tips neither as I too want to use partial suspension, but from a tree branch.

 

[Lra888]

In another thread someone recommended tying a rope around a towel, throwing it over the door and closing it so that the ligature is up high and not pulling on the doorknob. Idk if it would work.

 

[Punished snake]

I tried tying the rope to a doorknob, passing it over the door and leaning forward closing it at the same time. Personally it didn't work, it's highly impractical and inefficient. Best possible pressure is imho gravity pressure, obtainable by setting the rope in a straight line and putting your head in it.

 

[Jblack]

My plan is to use either partial or full suspension, I just haven't settled on which one. The anchor point is important for both, however looking at photos of people exiting by using partial suspension, they did not seem to have overly strong anchor points for their rope. Some looked like the rope was passed over the top of the door and then the door closed. Some tied the rope to a ceiling fan then just applied enough weight for the rope to tighten around their necks.

The website "when all hope is lost", talks about the body thrashing around violently before death. The photos I have seen do not seem to support that always occurring. In one photo the woman just looks as if she sat on the floor and fell asleep.

 

[Lra888]

I've never seen a video of someone thrashing around from partial - seemed pretty peaceful. I think if one one does full suspension they may kick around because they're asphyxiating and conscious.

 

[Punished snake]

Lostallhope is accused by many on here to be a pro life scarecrow website

 

[crova]

Gym door anchor
https://www.google.com/search?q=Gym...AUIDigB&biw=1280&bih=720#imgrc=IRxwfwlFtyTuAM:

 

[Deivis]

Hmm.. Are you under domestic oversight? And can't leave your home?
Maybe you can lookup Google Maps, Streetview and find a nice place in the outskirts of your city?
Train or bus ticket is what, $50 one-way? Quite convenient and you don't have to fear of being found.

 

[Suicideisnirvana]

In another thread someone recommended tying a rope around a towel, throwing it over the door and closing it so that the ligature is up high and not pulling on the doorknob. Idk if it would work.

This is legit a very smart idea.

 

[Suicideisnirvana]

People in prison manage to hang themselves with no obvious anchor, how do they do ?

 

[Lena]

Man this is my problem right now too

 

[Voodoo]

I am using one of those webbing straps that is used to keep luggage closed. They're heavy duty if you get one with thick enough plastic clips.
What I do is put the end with the fork clip and the adjustable plastic over the door and close it. I use the end with 2 bits of plastic as a fail safe, it shouldn't, but if one piece breaks then there is another bit right next to it so it will stay in place.
Other end I make into a knot that can slide with pressure for my neck.

Seems to work pretty well, I just need to make sure the position I fall unconscious in is difficult to stand up from, because your body WILL try survive even when unconscious.

 

[Punished snake]

This is legit a very smart idea.

I tried it, it's very impractical

 

[Lena]

I tried it, it's very impractical

Oh how come?

 

[Punished snake]

If I understood well, the author speaks of letting the rope pass over the door, then sticking your head inside the noose. It's impractical because you have to do the pulling yourself rather than letting gravity do the job, but maybe I just misunderstood

 

[Punished snake]

For example if you faint but then assume a position which relieves the pressure on the noose you're gonna wake up 'fine'

 

[Lena]

For example if you faint but then assume a position which relieves the pressure on the noose you're gonna wake up 'fine'

Oh I see what you're saying

 

[Punished snake]

The best thing is to let gravity do its job with a full suspension

 

[Lena]

The best thing is to let gravity do its job with a full suspension

I'm driving to my location...

 

[Punished snake]

Good luck