Sorry everyone, I've been having trouble accessing the website. Apparently I can't prove I'm human enough to the stupid thing that kept popping up whenever I navigate to the domain.
I genuinely and wholeheartedly understand everyone's frustration with the method. I've been blessed with 2 friends throughout the years that were always around to monitor me and stand by while I practice these things. Down to 1 now since the other is no longer with us. He was also a member of this site,
@Moose.000. He's actually the one who told me about SS.
We all purchased sn together, as well as every single prerequisite ever mentioned over the years from stans guide to the p.pill handbook. My stash has everything from sn, antiemetics and beta blockers to insane amounts of benzos and opioids we purchased from tor markets. Some I'm pretty sure are laced with fent and can most likely take me out in no time at all.
But I'm saying this much. To anyone who's invested time into partial and eventually gave up. Don't. Keep practicing. But don't just keep hanging and beating the crap out of yourself like I did. Study the science behind it, the case studies, agonal sequences, med reports and internal makeup of your neck. Then begin practicing. You'll find yourself getting it within the first few tries then being able to solidify your final mechanism.
Between the tourniquet and partial, ugh, I've been to hell and back more times than I could count. And suffered for days and weeks on end after a bad practice day. Then I said to myself, let me stop, take a step back and research this, in depth. After about 1 month of reading, gathering intel and understanding every aspect of death by, let's say "strangulation" or "constriction" I began trying again. And it was an entirely new experience.
You don't have to squish your neck like a grape. There's 2 spots you need to gain access to, within that grape, that only require roughly 11lbs of inward pressure. Just those 2 spots. Not 50lbs of pressure around the entire neck until you reach those 2 points and hope for the best. Just those 2 points.
Study the inner workings of the neck, there's plenty of videos and diagrams online depicting what you're looking for. Then begin the process of locating them with your index and middle fingers extended and joined. Not once a week but 2 to 3 times a day, until you can apply pressure where needed without even searching anymore. Then take a sharpie and mark those 2 spots with little dots. Now begin interlacing your fingers behind your neck and using your thumbs to apply inward pressure over those 2 marks, like you're choking yourself, but in reverse. Then when you're ready to create your device, take 2 small strips of double sided tape and place them over those 2 spots, very lightly. Then wrap whatever your preference is around your neck, preferably something wide, padded and comfortable. Pull it off, the double sided tape will be stuck to your device now. Roll up 2 crew cut socks and stick them to the double sided tape. Reinforce them with some electrical tape with an x pattern. Now take that device, modify is so it can be secured to something like a rope or belt using d-rings. Tie it off. And remember, don't hang. Lean into that padding. Your neck won't feel uncomfortable, your windpipe won't be smashed due to the void between the 2 pads, the back of your neck won't be pinched and your jaw and ears won't feel like they're being ripped from your head. The lean will put you to sleep. Once asleep, you'll hang. But you won't feel or know anything that's happening once you go unconscious, which should take between 8 to 12 seconds. You'll be dreaming, vividly. Trust me. I've went as far as my arms going stiff and raising, my wrists turning in and light seizures before being removed from my device. I felt or remembered none of it. It's the most peaceful method available. You just have to be willing to do the research and practice. But in a situation like this practice doesn't make perfect, perfect practice makes perfect.
The amount of suffering you're forced to endure due to your chosen method is in your own hands. Like I said before, I have sn and everything else I need. I have enough benzos and opioids to make an exit like a typical celebrity. I also have (which I failed to mention prior) a massive box with enough bottles of industrial toilet cleaner to clean an entire hotel for a month (unfortunately it was the only way I could order this brand) and a 1 gallon jug of lime sulphur. Which is referred to the detergent suicide when combined to form H2S.
But I'll be going by way of partial.
Love and respect
