partial hanging making me nauseous

[devian]

hey guys. i doubt anyone here recognizes me, but im still alive after all this time. i'm still fucking here, but i'm back. funny, huh?

been practicing partial, but whenever i move down at all, i start getting so close to puking, and cant help but quickly get it off my neck as quick as i can and try to breathe. any tips to get rid of this or combat it? or has anyone else felt this? im using a sturdy belt and a doorframe (i know, it's better set up than it sounds). i love you all, thank you.

ive been sober 10 months but it could be related to that, or it could be the medicine i take. just looking for tips. thank you guys ♡

 

[$crim]

i kinda had the same issue when attempting the same method but with loose ethernet cables and a doorframe years ago.
hanging is a very unreliable method, partial or otherwise, so id suggest scrapping this altogether and look into something else

just my opinion though

 

[Someone123]

Several people have posted here that they tried partial between 15 and 25 times without it working- why it works sometimes and fails most of the time is a mystery. One person who said he was a former prison guard said he saw several prisoners successfully ctb from this, in a kneeling position with a rope and the knot in a certain spot and he tried 25 times to duplicate what they did and he couldn't do it. I haven't seen this person post in a long while though, so maybe he finally found peace somehow.

 

[Uniqueuser119]

hey guys. i doubt anyone here recognizes me, but im still alive after all this time. i'm still fucking here, but i'm back. funny, huh?

been practicing partial, but whenever i move down at all, i start getting so close to puking, and cant help but quickly get it off my neck as quick as i can and try to breathe. any tips to get rid of this or combat it? or has anyone else felt this? im using a sturdy belt and a doorframe (i know, it's better set up than it sounds). i love you all, thank you.

ive been sober 10 months but it could be related to that, or it could be the medicine i take. just looking for tips. thank you guys ♡

I've tried partial one time in my life. it worked to the point that i passed out but the belt buckle broke off the door and it led to me falling and hitting my head giving me a concussion. i winded up having visual injuries and getting caught by my uni for it. they gave me the option of a grippy sock vacation or to go home. after hours of fighting to do neither , i went home. i told my family of how i was feeling and they reacted opposite to how i thought they would. i got a better therapist when my family found out , i learned my prescription meds were making me worse and i'm now in my last semester of grad school. it didn't take me 15-20 times to try, i could've gotten it my 2nd try with a better belt but without me taking the time to think about my decision and take a different approach to recovery, i would never have known it wasn't the right choice. i vividly remember practicing and waiting for the day i was gonna commit fully. don't practice it's not worth it

 

[Himalayan]

i kinda had the same issue when attempting the same method but with loose ethernet cables and a doorframe years ago.
hanging is a very unreliable method, partial or otherwise, so id suggest scrapping this altogether and look into something else

just my opinion though

Hanging is unreliable? Now that's just not true.

 

[Eleni.Forest]

The idea of proceeding in this way is terrifying to me.

 

[$crim]

Hanging is unreliable? Now that's just not true.

unreliable in the sense that it comes down to the person executing the plan, not necessarily in the method itself
but it could also be put together incorrectly if youre unsure what youre doing, but that could be said about anything really