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Caenis1999
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- Aug 17, 2020
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Hi! I'm new here. I've been reading a few of you these past days and felt so good feeling not alone.
I want out with a peaceful method, as much as possible. I've been thinking about this for months. I can't OD on pills and I don't know where I could go with full suspension because I'm too overweight. Sad thing, I almost succeeded when I was younger and thinner and I never ate, they had to reanimate me.
So now I'm thinking about partial with a nylon belt on my bed frame. The height seems right to do it. It's the only thing I could figure out would hold my weight (I'm about 110 kg). I live alone so being found is not a problem.
But even if my mind is set and that I feel good with this decision I'm scared of the last minutes so I thought about taking a sleeping pill so that I would just fall asleep and let go.
Do you think it could work?
I wish that assisted dying will be available for more people in the future. If I could have this option, it would have been so much easier because I could plan it in peace without having to worry about my coworkers or my family. I could talk to then, explain it, prepare it. Laws need to change.
I want out with a peaceful method, as much as possible. I've been thinking about this for months. I can't OD on pills and I don't know where I could go with full suspension because I'm too overweight. Sad thing, I almost succeeded when I was younger and thinner and I never ate, they had to reanimate me.
So now I'm thinking about partial with a nylon belt on my bed frame. The height seems right to do it. It's the only thing I could figure out would hold my weight (I'm about 110 kg). I live alone so being found is not a problem.
But even if my mind is set and that I feel good with this decision I'm scared of the last minutes so I thought about taking a sleeping pill so that I would just fall asleep and let go.
Do you think it could work?
I wish that assisted dying will be available for more people in the future. If I could have this option, it would have been so much easier because I could plan it in peace without having to worry about my coworkers or my family. I could talk to then, explain it, prepare it. Laws need to change.