Oh boy, that's exactly what mine did to me as well! They thought I was possessed and burnt all of my journals, several dvds, books, and things. And they are still doing it all to me now. It's a torture, waking up at night and seeing your mother put holy waters at your head while drawing a cross with it, waking up at night to hear her chant something at me. Or in the bathroom where she puts her religious necklace on the pails full of water to make them holy or bless them. Or watch her bless your phone with her tattered prayer papers and then jerking away from it in shock as I enter the room (my room). Or tell me not to wear black because it is demonic, not to be with the lgbts because they are demonic, not to read too much because it is demonic. Fuck her. Fuck them all. And then my biological whore of a mum told me that I am like this because of my intelligence. She told it just because she is actually a dumb bitch who didn't study anything at all not because she can't but because she chose not too.
Really, everyday is me hiding. Everyday is me not being me because being me is a crime. I am a crime. I am the malfunction of their fucking world. And they are just fucking me but I am trying to fight. And now that i am fighting them and their stupid fucking beliefs, I am being called demonic or possessed too. Fuck them.
They saw my cuts and said that I am influenced by the devil. I told them I was not feeling well, they said that I am well and that I am just imagining it. I told them that I need a psychiatrist, they said I just need me to control it all. I told them that they are wrong, they prayed right in front of me. Fuck them.
