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markhuxy1969
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- Aug 2, 2026
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What is the easiest, cheapest and most painless way to do it? I want to die in my sleep and the only way I know to do it is with helium and the only way to get helium pure enough to make it painless is any welding supply store, but I can't afford it since the war in Iran has made it very expensive. Does anybody have any ideas? I'm 57 and the first time I had a gun in my mouth I was 12 or 14. Nothing has helped me except IV ketamine but I can't afford it. I've tried other forms of ketamine, but they do not touch it. I have borderline personality disorder and major depression, ADHD, and general anxiety.. I'm tired of fighting, but I wanna sure fire painless way to do this.