painful way to die

[GoodPersonEffed]

nothing really the mental health fail people and i've lost a lot of close friend to the system

Well, this is a lot of stuff you've got going on, but I want you to know that I and a lot of folks here care. I don't if that makes a big difference, or even a little one, but good intentions toward you are definitely here.

I'm getting ready for bed, so I can't talk more tonight, but I hope you'll keep posting here so at the very least you won't feel so isolated and alone. Sending caring thoughts your way.