Venting Pain

[nlpgirl99]

A lot of my pain stems from the pain of childhood…like my dad putting a gun to my head and threatening to kill us both because I don't listen to him, and my mother completely ignoring my attempt to reveal my sexual abuse. My household was an insane, fake Christian family with a pastor dad. Now I'm a mess, nothing feels real. I care about nothing.

 

[GoForDeath]

I'm really sorry to hear that you went through this, it's understandable how something like this can cause you pain.

 

[nlpgirl99]

I'm really sorry to hear that you went through this, it's understandable how something like this can cause you pain.

Thank you It's unbearable at times.

 

[Huntfish34]

I can't even Imagine having to go through that as a kid and dealing with it all years later into adulthood. You are very strong for doing so I believe.

Thoughts and prayers to you in whatever may happen. Godspeed-

 

[FuneralCry]

That sounds really horrific what you've been through, it disgusts me how humans create so much harm, this world certainly is hell to me.

 

[nlpgirl99]

That sounds really horrific what you've been through, it disgusts me how humans create so much harm, this world certainly is hell to me.

Right? I could never imagine purposely bringing an innocent child into this world and being nothing but evil towards them? What's the damn point? Now I'm a bitter young adult who can't handle a single emotion.