Sargasso
Member
- Feb 9, 2023
- 9
Hello,
I'm curious on people's thoughts on the following. I have zero tolerance built up to opioids and I have around 130mg of Oxy available to me. Additionally, I have roughly 40 2mg bars of Xanax and I could easily get any kind of alcohol. I understand drug overdoses can be a bit difficult to die from in some cases, especially if you're otherwise young and healthy. What I'm hoping is that I can use the Xanax and alcohol to induce myself into an unconscious state while the combination of the aforementioned with the 130mg of Oxy kills me. I will be in a private, secluded place far away from anybody else and the likelihood of me being found and saved early will be very unlikely.
For bio info; I'm a 29 year old male, 140lb and fit. I do not regularly drink or use any other form of drugs. Would it be likely that this plan will result in a death? Will said death be painful, or will the Xanax/alcohol coma save me the pain? I would like to drift off into an induced sleep and not wake up, effectively.
I could, theoretically, simplify things a lot by waiting for a short period and then shooting myself in the head with a shotgun. I used to have a shotgun for this, but during a more positive mindset I got rid of it as well as all my other firearms/ammunition to prevent myself from using it to kill myself in the future. I could get a shotgun again, as well as ammo. I am not barred legally from doing so. But I do not think I have the balls to pull the trigger when staring down the barrel, hence the pills. I have gotten to the point where I could kill myself with a firearm prior and found myself fully frozen and unable to pull the trigger; However, I think swallowing a bunch of pills will be easier.
Any thoughts? Would this work to CTB? Any thoughts on what my experience will be? Thanks
I'm curious on people's thoughts on the following. I have zero tolerance built up to opioids and I have around 130mg of Oxy available to me. Additionally, I have roughly 40 2mg bars of Xanax and I could easily get any kind of alcohol. I understand drug overdoses can be a bit difficult to die from in some cases, especially if you're otherwise young and healthy. What I'm hoping is that I can use the Xanax and alcohol to induce myself into an unconscious state while the combination of the aforementioned with the 130mg of Oxy kills me. I will be in a private, secluded place far away from anybody else and the likelihood of me being found and saved early will be very unlikely.
For bio info; I'm a 29 year old male, 140lb and fit. I do not regularly drink or use any other form of drugs. Would it be likely that this plan will result in a death? Will said death be painful, or will the Xanax/alcohol coma save me the pain? I would like to drift off into an induced sleep and not wake up, effectively.
I could, theoretically, simplify things a lot by waiting for a short period and then shooting myself in the head with a shotgun. I used to have a shotgun for this, but during a more positive mindset I got rid of it as well as all my other firearms/ammunition to prevent myself from using it to kill myself in the future. I could get a shotgun again, as well as ammo. I am not barred legally from doing so. But I do not think I have the balls to pull the trigger when staring down the barrel, hence the pills. I have gotten to the point where I could kill myself with a firearm prior and found myself fully frozen and unable to pull the trigger; However, I think swallowing a bunch of pills will be easier.
Any thoughts? Would this work to CTB? Any thoughts on what my experience will be? Thanks