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Lone Wanderer

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Jul 28, 2022
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Has anyone OD before but failed and wouldn't mind sharing their experience? I'm thinking about ODing sometime this week.
 
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TheDoomedDoomer

TheDoomedDoomer

Eternal sleep awaits me
May 22, 2022
140
Not an OD on hard drugs but I once decided to drink 2 bottles of Robitussin cough syrup when I was a teen cause I heard about a guy in my school at the time that drank 4 and was on a ventilator brain dead and passed a week later. Well I had 2 full bottles at home but had no way to get 2 more. So I drank both bottles and I blacked out for about a whole day and woke up extremely high. The high from the DXM lingered for 3+ days and I had violent shits as well. Never went to the hospital for it cause parents never knew but it was a terrible attempt.
 
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Jrmull1993

Jrmull1993

Warlock
Jul 13, 2022
753
I can't speak from any personal experience, but I know of cases where ODs have resulted in paralysis and severe brain damage.

I'm my opinion, trying to OD without exceeding a known lethal level is like asking to be tortured.
 
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locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
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I couldn't find one case on the Internet where someone (adult) successfully CTB with cough syrup. I did find many examples of where people attempted to ctb with cough syrup, failed, and did a lot of damage to their bodies.
 
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TheBeautifulNightma

TheBeautifulNightma

Member
Aug 1, 2022
36
What do you plan to OD on?
 
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TheDoomedDoomer

TheDoomedDoomer

Eternal sleep awaits me
May 22, 2022
140
I couldn't find one case on the Internet where someone (adult) successfully CTB with cough syrup. I did find many examples of where people attempted to ctb with cough syrup, failed, and did a lot of damage to their bodies.
I definitely fucked up my body that's for sure. Never been looked at but I know I've probably got damage done to my organs from it on top of the heavy drinking I've done since I was 13. The guy at my school tho back at the end 8th grade did die from it so it is possible but that's also a kid and he drank 4 bottles.
 
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Shu

As above, So Below.
Jan 21, 2022
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I used to drink couch syrup every weekend it seemed like when I was a teenager. Coricidin also. Mucinex etc
 
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Doombox

Doombox

Who knows, who cares
Apr 7, 2022
376
I OD'd on a lot of Trilafon a long time ago. Roommates got me to the ER at just the right moment for, apparently, the drug to neither be in my stomach nor in bloodwork. So the announcement was made that I'd faked it for attention. Went home and then it kicked in. Woulda died if the roommates hadn't dragged me in again, whereupon the staff said well lookee here, sunofagun, guess you did OD. Good times.
Might OD on Pain Reliever.
Depending on your pain reliever of choice, you could be looking at a long slow death from untreatable liver deterioration.
 
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Lone Wanderer

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Jul 28, 2022
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I OD'd on a lot of Trilafon a long time ago. Roommates got me to the ER at just the right moment for, apparently, the drug to neither be in my stomach nor in bloodwork. So the announcement was made that I'd faked it for attention. Went home and then it kicked in. Woulda died if the roommates hadn't dragged me in again, whereupon the staff said well lookee here, sunofagun, guess you did OD. Good times.
Hey, at least you made it. Glad you could be here.
 
MentalPollution

MentalPollution

I’ve completely lost my sanity
Jun 26, 2022
21
After failing partial hanging for the 7th time. I took 6 pills of benzodiazepines, along with half a bottle of wine (I read that alcol + benzos can he fatal). Right now my heartbeat is slow, I have blurry vision, I keep on fainting, and I'm extremely weak. Maybe I didn't take enough benzos or didn't drink enough alcohol. I don't know
 
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Jrmull1993

Jrmull1993

Warlock
Jul 13, 2022
753
Might OD on Pain Reliever.
An over the counter pain reliever is extraordinary hard to OD on. Statistically you are more likely to develop kidney and liver failure than immediate death....

There are no feel good properties from OTC pain relievers, you'd be better off taking something that would allow you CTB quickly, than dragging it out over a long period.
 
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Lone Wanderer

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Jul 28, 2022
104
An over the counter pain reliever is extraordinary hard to OD on. Statistically you are more likely to develop kidney and liver failure than immediate death....

There are no feel good properties from OTC pain relievers, you'd be better off taking something that would allow you CTB quickly, than dragging it out over a long period.
I honestly don't mind the long wait. Read that it takes 1 - 2 days before you die after ODing on pain reliever due to liver failure. At least I know I'm dying and I could at least spend those last few days with the people I love.
Doesn't work, I tried that.
How much did you take?
 
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Xiamara302

Member
Dec 10, 2021
12
I've always wondered if one were to attempt, and fail, with their own prescriptions, what would they do to you or your routine. Say you picked up your regular monthly prescriptions of benzos and opioids and attempt to OD with them, do they restrict you from ever getting more and can you get the missing amounts replaced?

My local hospital also told us that they see organ failure and overdose death from acetaminophen more than anything else which was a little intriguing
 
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Ash’Girl

Ash’Girl

Girl, Interrupted
Apr 29, 2022
386
I've always wondered if one were to attempt, and fail, with their own prescriptions, what would they do to you or your routine. Say you picked up your regular monthly prescriptions of benzos and opioids and attempt to OD with them, do they restrict you from ever getting more and can you get the missing amounts replaced?
Lotta years ago, Dr didn't stop the prescription but instead wrote on prescription to only dispense a weeks supply at a time. Even as a teen I thought this was stupid because nothing would stop anyone saving them up if determined, but I guess back then I was more the OD on impulse type.
 
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Lily (Osako)

Lily (Osako)

Everything all at once
Jul 30, 2022
381
I can't speak from any personal experience, but I know of cases where ODs have resulted in paralysis and severe brain damage.

I'm my opinion, trying to OD without exceeding a known lethal level is like asking to be tortured.
This is what I'm afraid of.
I can get ahold of as much H as I want, but I have no idea how much to get.
I've gone so far as to practice injecting to make sure I can do it.
I can.
I'm just terrified I'll end up having a stroke or something instead of passing away.
 
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LeavingEarly

LeavingEarly

Specialist
Mar 19, 2022
301
After failing partial hanging for the 7th time. I took 6 pills of benzodiazepines, along with half a bottle of wine (I read that alcol + benzos can he fatal). Right now my heartbeat is slow, I have blurry vision, I keep on fainting, and I'm extremely weak. Maybe I didn't take enough benzos or didn't drink enough alcohol. I don't know
Can you explain what you experienced during partial hanging and why you think you failed 7 times? I am about to try my second attempt.
 
tilsleepcomes

tilsleepcomes

Willing to try anything.
Jul 23, 2021
106
I plan on using Fentanyl. Most of the heroin these days is Fentanyl, and much of it is mixed with horse tranqs where I live.

I tested my batch I planned to OD with, and ended up ODing from just that sampling. I can tell you it was quick, about two to three minutes from sniffing til OD and unconsciousness. The sample I did was 0.05 grams, about half a dose that an addict would do, I guess.

I wasn't supposed to OD then and I was rescued. I have no memory of dreams or anything, just woke up in the hospital on an IV.

I plan on making everything ready on advance because of how fast it acted.
 
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Lone Wanderer

Student
Jul 28, 2022
104
I plan on using Fentanyl. Most of the heroin these days is Fentanyl, and much of it is mixed with horse tranqs where I live.

I tested my batch I planned to OD with, and ended up ODing from just that sampling. I can tell you it was quick, about two to three minutes from sniffing til OD and unconsciousness. The sample I did was 0.05 grams, about half a dose that an addict would do, I guess.

I wasn't supposed to OD then and I was rescued. I have no memory of dreams or anything, just woke up in the hospital on an IV.

I plan on making everything ready on advance because of how fast it acted.
I actually wanted to use Fentanyl but never know where to get some.
 
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Dried_Ink

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Aug 1, 2022
44
I actually wanted to use Fentanyl but never know where to get some.
Anywhere there's a hood lol. Shit's everywhere these days. It's not hard, you just have to know who to ask. If you're not a cop, drug users are always willing to help you find something especially if you throw in a little something for their troubles.
 
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Lone Wanderer

Student
Jul 28, 2022
104
Anywhere there's a hood lol. Shit's everywhere these days. It's not hard, you just have to know who to ask. If you're not a cop, drug users are always willing to help you find something especially if you throw in a little something for their troubles.
I guess I'm just a bit nervous doing any sort of "drug deal."
 
MentalPollution

MentalPollution

I’ve completely lost my sanity
Jun 26, 2022
21
Can you explain what you experienced during partial hanging and why you think you failed 7 times? I am about to try my second attempt.
Blurry vision, feeling lightheaded, and feeling like my eyelids are heavy, yet, every time I close my eyes and push down further on the ligature/knot, I don't pass out and just end up sitting there
 
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LeavingEarly

Specialist
Mar 19, 2022
301
Blurry vision, feeling lightheaded, and feeling like my eyelids are heavy, yet, every time I close my eyes and push down further on the ligature/knot, I don't pass out and just end up sitting there
Did you tie a slip knot or a noose?
 

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