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Bapremp

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So, i've decided to jump ship because of several permanent and now untreatable illnesses that completely has ruined my life, were the worst one is a neurological disorder that gives me a ton of visual and cognitive disturbances on top of 24/7 depersonalisation and derealisation.

Anyways, i would prefer to go out using a firearm or OD on Fentanyl, but were i live both are pretty much impossible to get a hand on, so i'm left with hanging or trying to ODon regular heroin mixed with other central nervous system depressants.

So my question is, do you think that snorting 1 g of 65% pure heroin (i have 0 opioid tolerance) combined with like 100 grams of promethazine and 40 mg of Clonazepam would do the trick? I might add that i have a high benzo tolerance and i am on 6 mg daily, i tried taking 10 mg a few weeks ago and i didn't feel any sedation at all.
 
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Tesha

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I'm sorry that you find yourself here because of your medical conditions.

1g of 65% purity will most likely be fatal, as long as you're not a very large individual. I think (but would have to look it up again) around 600mg is often quoted as a lethal dose. The promethazine / clonazepam will further depress your CNS, but you may risk vomiting that amount, so not sure it's worth the risk.

I wish you well with whatever you decide.
 
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Bapremp

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Yeah, it sure sucks, because i really want nothing else than to live and prior to them i overall loved life, but it's reached the point were i can't endure the agony anymore. It's like i'm trapped in a burning buildings window, and i have to chose between jumping and end the suffering, or remain in the window and keep feeling the unbearable pain from the flames. The world sure ain't fair...

It's a risk and it should be fatal, but i quess the 600 mg is if taken IV, which makes it quite a bit more potent than snorting it. And i actually hoped that the Promethazine would minimize the chances of vomiting, since it's also an antiemetic drug. But if i were to do this, i would've taken the Promethazine and Clonazepam and wait around 1-1½ hours so they reach their peak plasma levels before taking the heroin. If i were to do it IV i'm pretty much certain i'd die, but the problem is that i would most likely not get the full dose in before i nod off.

PS, i just looked at my countries site that provides information about meds, and under "Overdose" it says that 60-100 mg of Oxycodone is a lethal dose for a person without opioid tolerance, and that's for slow release tablets, and heroin is way stronger than Oxy, no?

God it's frustrating that i can't get a hold of Fentanyl, some Nitazene or a firearm, then death would be certain (if aimed at the brainstem), and way faster.

PS, not large, 180 cm and 74 kg, low bodyfat and quite muscular.
 
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PS, i just looked at my countries site that provides information about meds, and under "Overdose" it says that 60-100 mg of Oxycodone is a lethal dose for a person without opioid tolerance, and that's for slow release tablets, and heroin is way stronger than Oxy, no?

God it's frustrating that i can't get a hold of Fentanyl, some Nitazene or a firearm, then death would be certain (if aimed at the brainstem), and way faster.

PS, not large, 180 cm and 74 kg, low bodyfat and quite muscular.

That number about oxy is bs sorry

And I dont think snorting if heroin is a good way, but I mean, Jim Morrison prob die from that but we was already very sick. I snorted one time and felt the effect and puked. My guess is you need to buy several grams and snort till pass out 🤷‍♂️

You can get pure nitazenes easier all over the world.
 
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Bapremp

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Yeah i thought so😅 It's next to impossible to get fentanyl or nitazenes here in Scandinavia unless you have some good contacts, the only other way is ordering from the dw internationally and then the odds are that the customs takes it.
 
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Aug 28, 2024
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That's how I want to go someday. Do h once or twice to get a hang of it (I was addicted to street amphetamine and weed for 4 years, no experience with opiates) and just do a big iv shot and fall asleep. Maybe I'd go to narcotics anonymous groups to find someone who used it and knows where to get it 👉👈 One guy on yt talked about his experience with overdosing on it and apparently the body just forgets to breathe on its own, he had to think about each breath to get through it. Seems like it would feel euphoric at first, then you fall asleep and suffocate while unconscious

There's always poppies and making it myself if I had trouble getting it from ppl
 
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I need to find a friend to help me get it5
 

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