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MirrorBreaker

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Feb 24, 2022
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After much consideration I have decided that jumping from a height of 18 stories should be the most convenient and foolproof method of ctbing for me (other methods require a lot of things that would be very difficult for me to obtain right now, the only other method on my mind which I would be confident about is hanging - and I'm not really sure I can do that). I've already found a suitably isolated location and a convenient spot to jump from where there is an unobstructed fall onto concrete. The problem is overcoming SI. For the past week I've just been standing on the ledge and looking down, unable to get myself to take the plunge. Does anybody have any good ideas about how to overcome SI in this situation? I'm pretty desperate at this point, all inputs are welcome.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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Suicide can be very difficult as we are programmed to survive. To me jumping sounds like a terrifying method, but I believe that many people are able to overcome the SI when the pain of living gets to be unbearable. I'm sorry you are suffering so much to get to this point. I wish you the best in whatever happens.
 
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lobster salad

lobster salad

overcooked :(
Aug 27, 2020
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My method is jumping too. I know its not advisable but i plan to be drunk while jumping to overcome all the fear. Also planning a catastrophe, an artificial disaster that will make me fueled so bad i cant resist the chance. Like getting in a relationship and messing it up deliberately to get dumped by the partner. Hope you dont have to do this. Or find a better method at least. This sucks, honestly.
 
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MirrorBreaker

Member
Feb 24, 2022
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Suicide can be very difficult as we are programmed to survive. To me jumping sounds like a terrifying method, but I believe that many people are able to overcome the SI when the pain of living gets to be unbearable. I'm sorry you are suffering so much to get to this point. I wish you the best in whatever happens.
Thank you.
 
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Graytaichi

Wizard
Feb 14, 2022
606
Im so sorry you have come to this state. Im afraid of heights so i cant even look down from top of building but i get it what u aare going through
 
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myopybyproxy

flickerbeat \\ gibberish-noise
Dec 18, 2021
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have a few drinks at the top and let yourself stumble a bit too close to the edge
 
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NearlyIrrelevantCake

The Cake Is A Lie
Aug 12, 2021
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1) Alcohol and/or drugs can help with SI.

2) A general note for anyone considering jumping--do not post the location here. One member who did that a while ago was met with police and locked in the psych ward when they showed up at the location to CTB.
 
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cringelord111

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Apr 17, 2022
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After much consideration I have decided that jumping from a height of 18 stories should be the most convenient and foolproof method of ctbing for me (other methods require a lot of things that would be very difficult for me to obtain right now, the only other method on my mind which I would be confident about is hanging - and I'm not really sure I can do that). I've already found a suitably isolated location and a convenient spot to jump from where there is an unobstructed fall onto concrete. The problem is overcoming SI. For the past week I've just been standing on the ledge and looking down, unable to get myself to take the plunge. Does anybody have any good ideas about how to overcome SI in this situation? I'm pretty desperate at this point, all inputs are welcome.
What is SI?
 

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