underscore
captain faggot
- Mar 7, 2023
- 34
allll i thinka bt anymore is my body im disgusted by how self obsessed i become in these relapses n its still affecting other ppl u wld think id learn 2 hide it better after all this time but i still cant stop bingeing like a pig i feel hopeless after maintaining weight for a YR i want 2 lock ymself back in my pathetic drug binge in my dark room at least i didnt take up no more space. hopeless that ill evr shed this skin, i need 2 see bone 1 way or anothr
everybody sees someone whos a complete stranger 2 me. my image feels out of my control it feels pointless 2 try escaping the bingeing but once i give in im repulsed by myself .. this feels childish & i feel totally alone, everyone who would understand is dead or been pushed away by me. utterly hopeless that i will never feel skinny enough it will never be enough
everybody sees someone whos a complete stranger 2 me. my image feels out of my control it feels pointless 2 try escaping the bingeing but once i give in im repulsed by myself .. this feels childish & i feel totally alone, everyone who would understand is dead or been pushed away by me. utterly hopeless that i will never feel skinny enough it will never be enough
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