VolatilePotato

VolatilePotato

BPD, boohooman
Feb 22, 2020
69
I want this to work. I've made up my mind, I wanna go peacefully and if my own accord. I'm tired of the struggle, losing important people, dealing with BPD and having nothing, being nothing. I told myself a long time ago if it got bad, I'd off myself. Welp. Here we are. I wish it was different. I wish it would change. But it won't. I know that. I've hurt too many people and I've fucked myself up to the point that there is no moving forward. There is no love or kindness. Only a struggling soul attempting life that it wasnt mean for.
 
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Donk

Donk

Useless since day 1
Jan 3, 2020
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https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/stans-guide-to-sn.27535/

20g -25g should be enough. 99.6% purity is fine
 
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one4all

one4all

I'll put pennies on your eyes and it will go away.
Feb 3, 2020
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That should be enough for several doses.. depending on how much you plan to ingest per dose. I hope you have done the research on using SN to CTB.
 
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Erase.myself

Erase.myself

My body is a prison
Jan 4, 2020
198
Im sorry that things have come to this for you . I truly hope you find the peace that you are looking for. *Hugs*
In regards to the SN, 20-25g should be enough and you have a strong purity percent so that will work. Are you going to be using meto with this (strongly recommended) ?
 
VolatilePotato

VolatilePotato

BPD, boohooman
Feb 22, 2020
69
That should be enough for several doses.. depending on how much you plan to ingest per dose. I hope you have done the research on using SN to CTB.

I have...plan on ordering the antimetics as well. It sounds like a nice way to go
 
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one4all

one4all

I'll put pennies on your eyes and it will go away.
Feb 3, 2020
3,455
as a side note you might also want to test it before using it, just to make sure the purity is what it says it is. There is a resource page on it. Good luck in any choice you make.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/blood-test-with-sn-blood-pics-inside.31365/
 
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