VolatilePotato
BPD, boohooman
- Feb 22, 2020
- 69
I want this to work. I've made up my mind, I wanna go peacefully and if my own accord. I'm tired of the struggle, losing important people, dealing with BPD and having nothing, being nothing. I told myself a long time ago if it got bad, I'd off myself. Welp. Here we are. I wish it was different. I wish it would change. But it won't. I know that. I've hurt too many people and I've fucked myself up to the point that there is no moving forward. There is no love or kindness. Only a struggling soul attempting life that it wasnt mean for.