Options for now

[Cheshirecatx]

With all this covid-19 situation going on, it really limits my options. Trains are barely running, I can't go outside unless it's for work so going in front of a car or off a bridge is impossible. I've tried partial this week with no success, and full is difficult to achieve for myself with my current setup. The rope is always too long. I have SN but no AE or antacids and I don't want to risk survival with the pressure on the NHS as it is. I might try SN and full but it seems almost impossible at the moment, I've ran out of options. I didn't realistically want to do full in case it goes wrong but suppose that's the issue with this situation. How depressing... I'm a key worker (in the health and social industry) so I have to work, but I'm exhausted and have attempted many times before. MH services are limited and if I'm at risk I'll just end up sectioned. (Not a happy bunny!)

anyone else feel this limited?

 

[faust]

I am sorry you are struggling even to die...
My main CTB method is under a huge question because I don't know what the situation with covid will be in summer.
The only thing I can do is to prepare for SN method, my secondary.
But again, I decided to CTB this summer and I don't know if I will be able to travel (does not matter with SN or without).
Things are so unclear now.

 

[Cheshirecatx]

I am sorry you are struggling even to die...
My main CTB method is under a huge question because I don't know what the situation with covid will be in summer.
The only thing I can do is to prepare for SN method, my secondary.
But again, I decided to CTB this summer and I don't know if I will be able to travel (does not matter with SN or without).
Things are so unclear now.

It's horrible. You'd at least think in times like this it'd be easier, but now I'm supervised all the time pretty much or at work, and even going out is limited. How will you prepare for your SN method in these conditions?

And that's the problem, nobody knows when the situation will change and it becomes so problematic. I was going initially to be taking SN in an area far away from where I currently live, or to complete full there where I am unlikely to be found in the case of failure, but turns out even that can't happen at the moment.

 

[faust]

It's horrible. You'd at least think in times like this it'd be easier, but now I'm supervised all the time pretty much or at work, and even going out is limited. How will you prepare for your SN method in these conditions?

And that's the problem, nobody knows when the situation will change and it becomes so problematic. I was going initially to be taking SN in an area far away from where I currently live, or to complete full there where I am unlikely to be found in the case of failure, but turns out even that can't happen at the moment.

Yes, the overall situation is bad itself.
I will be ordering all the stuff for SN method in a week or so because I am totally broke now.
If quarantine will still be in summer, may have to travel by bus or ferry. Because the planes won't be an option in a quarantine zone.
Will have somehow to find a job in this mess, yet no invitations. Everything is closed.

 

[Underwhelming]

Will have somehow to find a job in this mess, yet no invitations. Everything is closed.

If your town is limiting itself to essentials only - one of those places may be hiring. every grocery store near me has picked up extra staff just to help with the extra hecticness during the stay at home order period.

 

[faust]

If your town is limiting itself to essentials only - one of those places may be hiring. every grocery store near me has picked up extra staff just to help with the extra hecticness during the stay at home order period.

I already applied to one of the grocery stores. But job like that is already hard for me. Need to work very fast. I apply for sales assistant but in big stores you have to work like a horse. So I choose smaller ones.