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Maggoo
Master Muppet
- Aug 13, 2018
- 20
I want to go out how I wish I could live. No stress and no fuss, no harm caused to anyone else.
I have been thinking long and hard. Do you think if I go up to the marina late night/early morning. Jump off the boat into the water with a life jacket on, so I wouldn't drown but become hypothermic (water is around 18 degrees Celsius atm) and wouldn't be seen between the boats until too late would work? This would then look like I had fallen from the boat as an accident. I would obviously have wipe my devices etc.
My one concern would be having some poor soul find me soggy and decomposed. Plus my family would not get the open coffin that is traditional.
My other option is an exit bag - this would not be so gruesome for someone to find.
I also have a stockpile of verapamil, enough to kill me many times over and it's pretty much game over even if found with calcium Channel blockers. I also have a fair bit of amytiptaline but cannot get the rest of the stuff to make the cocktail.
Last option is getting hanging right. Having some delayed emails set up would help ensure professionals found me and not innocent people that could be scarred for life.
The hypothermia boat option is seeming like my best shot at accident looking without risking harm to anyone else like crashing my car or bike.
I have been thinking long and hard. Do you think if I go up to the marina late night/early morning. Jump off the boat into the water with a life jacket on, so I wouldn't drown but become hypothermic (water is around 18 degrees Celsius atm) and wouldn't be seen between the boats until too late would work? This would then look like I had fallen from the boat as an accident. I would obviously have wipe my devices etc.
My one concern would be having some poor soul find me soggy and decomposed. Plus my family would not get the open coffin that is traditional.
My other option is an exit bag - this would not be so gruesome for someone to find.
I also have a stockpile of verapamil, enough to kill me many times over and it's pretty much game over even if found with calcium Channel blockers. I also have a fair bit of amytiptaline but cannot get the rest of the stuff to make the cocktail.
Last option is getting hanging right. Having some delayed emails set up would help ensure professionals found me and not innocent people that could be scarred for life.
The hypothermia boat option is seeming like my best shot at accident looking without risking harm to anyone else like crashing my car or bike.