
Red
Warlock
- Apr 10, 2019
- 744
Been fighting against the urge to leave using a way I sort of feel like I've been advised against: to fill a couple more morphine prescriptions (currently on oral extended release daily and have oramorph on hand too), to go ahead and book a hotel room and just take it all at once; a full month's worth plus a couple weeks' "cushion" on top... over 3000mg in delicious, raspberry-flavoured extended release form and probably 1200mg - 1800mg suspended in ethanol to sup at until losing consciousness...
I have SN, and meto, but am really afraid of using the SN. I feel I would probably take the meto but then be more likely to try just taking all my morphine rather than the SN, instinctively feeling respiratory depression to be a more peaceful way out than tachycardia and potentially violent vomiting.
Would I perhaps survive if I took all that morphine or are they good odds to exit peacefully? I could perhaps try "boofing" (an admittedly alien concept to be me) some to increase bioavailability??
Could I maybe take the morphine and then chug the SN right at the end as I'm on the way out? I've read that meto affects opioids n vice versa but then I've also read that they can work together to be MORE effective??
Speaking with others there seems to be a lot of contrary evidence regarding opioids and meto and it's hard to come to any solid conclusions.
Does anyone have any reliable information on the subject?
I have SN, and meto, but am really afraid of using the SN. I feel I would probably take the meto but then be more likely to try just taking all my morphine rather than the SN, instinctively feeling respiratory depression to be a more peaceful way out than tachycardia and potentially violent vomiting.
Would I perhaps survive if I took all that morphine or are they good odds to exit peacefully? I could perhaps try "boofing" (an admittedly alien concept to be me) some to increase bioavailability??
Could I maybe take the morphine and then chug the SN right at the end as I'm on the way out? I've read that meto affects opioids n vice versa but then I've also read that they can work together to be MORE effective??
Speaking with others there seems to be a lot of contrary evidence regarding opioids and meto and it's hard to come to any solid conclusions.
Does anyone have any reliable information on the subject?