Dizzy_Dreams
I’m never alone, I’m alone all the time.
- Jun 25, 2020
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How much of our environment do you really think makes us who we are?
I grew up in a dysfunctional family around yelling, had parents with low IQs that didn't want to be parents, no real socialization and no education. Days were spent at home with my older sisters watching me and my younger brother until they eventually moved out.
I was always been odd kid. Heavily into dogs, anime, daydreams, Music, and like attention.
I guess I had anxiety as a kid id get nervous when my mom and sister would fight I was sad when my sister left because she was more like a mom to me.
I became heavily addicted to the internet by the time I was ten and it was my only way to talk to people.
but I also became heavily hyper sexual at a young age (which I don't understand because I never went through sexual abuse only emotional neglect and neglected and other ways)
I also had listening issues and issues with angry and jealousy and stuff..
I went from moving animals to bullying my brother cat as a kid.
from as early as I knew what sex was up until my adulthood I've been pretty heavily into sex even though I'm physically scared of others so although I have thoughts of it and issues with excessive masturbation (I developed this as early as six and it increased)
Could my bad habits and weird thoughts be due to the way I was raised and being so isolated and different from everyone? Or is there more to it?
Does environment really effect people and how they turn out?
I grew up in a dysfunctional family around yelling, had parents with low IQs that didn't want to be parents, no real socialization and no education. Days were spent at home with my older sisters watching me and my younger brother until they eventually moved out.
I was always been odd kid. Heavily into dogs, anime, daydreams, Music, and like attention.
I guess I had anxiety as a kid id get nervous when my mom and sister would fight I was sad when my sister left because she was more like a mom to me.
I became heavily addicted to the internet by the time I was ten and it was my only way to talk to people.
but I also became heavily hyper sexual at a young age (which I don't understand because I never went through sexual abuse only emotional neglect and neglected and other ways)
I also had listening issues and issues with angry and jealousy and stuff..
I went from moving animals to bullying my brother cat as a kid.
from as early as I knew what sex was up until my adulthood I've been pretty heavily into sex even though I'm physically scared of others so although I have thoughts of it and issues with excessive masturbation (I developed this as early as six and it increased)
Could my bad habits and weird thoughts be due to the way I was raised and being so isolated and different from everyone? Or is there more to it?
Does environment really effect people and how they turn out?