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How "safe" would a high dose opiate/benzo combo be? I have 70mg of oxycodone and a shitton of Xanax and clonazepam.
 
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I don't know, but I really envy what you have. I can't get fucking shit. I would think with alcohol shit hits harder. I don't know.
 
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Not enough, unless possibly you have 0 tolerance and 36 hours to not be found. Still that could likely be a coma or brain damage from minimal o2 to your brain.
I certainly wouldn't try it if I even had 2 years clean.
 
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How "safe" would a high dose opiate/benzo combo be? I have 70mg of oxycodone and a shitton of Xanax and clonazepam.
You might have a slight chance to cross the rainbow bridge if you got falling down drunk and then took that. But i dont think its enough Oxy sorry.
 
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What about fentanyl with a lot of benzos? I have almost no opioid tolerance and it's been five years since I've abused benzos. I have access to fentanyl and bottles upon bottles of benzos.
 
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Opiates and alcohol are a lethal combination. Oxycodone, heroin, etc., mixed with alcohol will kill you.

You just have to have the right amount of opiates. I don't know the exact number of milligrams that you need, you'll need to do your research.

If you don't have a high level of tolerance for opiates then you stand an even better chance of dying from the opiate/alcohol combination.

Alcohol and benzos can be a deadly combination. But you probably need something like Valium and lots of it. But if you mix benzos, opiates and alcohol then you probably will have a winning combination.

Start with an empty stomach and take Dramamine at least an hour beforehand (Dramamine also has a sedative effect).
 
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What about fentanyl with a lot of benzos? I have almost no opioid tolerance and it's been five years since I've abused benzos. I have access to fentanyl and bottles upon bottles of benzo

Is this street Fent or an actual fentanyl analogue ordered from china in quantity from a different area of the web? If the latter, benzos wouldn't be needed. Street Fent or pressed 30s with a lot of benzos are a chance either way. It depends on purity of the dope etc.
 
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Throw back a couple of drinks and just use the fentanyl.
 
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Would it cause any distress? I feel like it would be a peaceful way to CTB.
 
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Not enough, unless possibly you have 0 tolerance and 36 hours to not be found. Still that could likely be a coma or brain damage from minimal o2 to your brain.
I certainly wouldn't try it if I even had 2 years clean.
I totaly agree. anyone who has ever tried opiates is SOL. If you're very tolerant too and take them with benzos, you're wasting some good benzos Haha. If you find yourself that distressed and impulsive, you're better off taking just some benzos and getting high.
Throw back a couple of drinks and just use the fentanyl.
I would think it would be easier to get Fent than some other stuff here, and if you have zero tolerance, it's a done deal.
 
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Hi there.
So, I overdosed on fentanyl & benzos in february & i'm still alive. It was a horrific experience that I wouldn't wish upon anyone.
I had barely any tolerance to fentanyl. I basically booked a hotel room & went there to do this. Somehow, I'm still alive, unfortunately.
I was in the hospital from mid march-early april. I was intubated& put on a ventilator as well. I barely remember anything from the experience.
 
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Hi there.
So, I overdosed on fentanyl & benzos in february & i'm still alive. It was a horrific experience that I wouldn't wish upon anyone.
I had barely any tolerance to fentanyl. I basically booked a hotel room & went there to do this. Somehow, I'm still alive, unfortunately.
I was in the hospital from mid march-early april. I was intubated& put on a ventilator as well. I barely remember anything from the experience.
How much Fentanyl did you use if i may ask?
 
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I literally don't even remember at this point.
 
sadworld

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I'm also still considering this as my method but I feel like it's never reliable. It's just like gambling with your life...
I'm thinking about OD'ing on a lot of benzos and heroin (maybe laced with fent)...

I would prob snort the H tho as I am afraid of needles. Another thing that sucks is that you never know how pure your H is...
 
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Hi there.
So, I overdosed on fentanyl & benzos in february & i'm still alive. It was a horrific experience that I wouldn't wish upon anyone.
I had barely any tolerance to fentanyl. I basically booked a hotel room & went there to do this. Somehow, I'm still alive, unfortunately.
I was in the hospital from mid march-early april. I was intubated& put on a ventilator as well. I barely remember anything from the experience.

Sorry that you went through this. Could you describe what happened, your method and the aftermath? There are people considering trying to use opiates and any learnings from your unfortunate experience could be invaluable.
 
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Sorry that you went through this. Could you describe what happened, your method and the aftermath? There are people considering trying to use opiates and any learnings from your unfortunate experience could be invaluable.
He probably blacked out and doesn't remember anythig. But yeah it would be interesting
 
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Sorry that you went through this. Could you describe what happened, your method and the aftermath? There are people considering trying to use opiates and any learnings from your unfortunate experience could be invaluable.
Well... I basically booked a hotel room & went there and overdosed on xanax & fentanyl. @ the hospital they said that I was very near death.
I believe I had over 100 pressed xanax pills & quite a bit of fentanyl & I was drinking as well. I don't really remember much of the incident & had to go through my journal after the fact to put the pieces together because no one @ the hospital told me what really happened.
It happened on Feb 6 of this year. I believe I checked in at around 7-8 PM. When I did not check out the next day, I guess the staff came to check on me & called an ambulance. They intubated me & i was put on a ventilator. I was eventually extubated but had to be re-intubated again. I was hallucinating like crazy in the hospital too. I don't really remember the situation at all, to be honest. Just little bits & pieces that I have put together.
It was an awful experience I really would not wish upon anyone. The aftermath? I'm physically fine, minus the fact that my voice is really messed up. I get out of breath really easily now & have to take long pauses between my words for people to understand me.
I have definitely caused myself some brain damage, though. I barely remember anything I've done in the day & have to rely on my parents to keep up w. my appointments and what not. My mom told me that when they did a brain scan for me they found two black dots on the results? Not too sure what she means by that. I also caught an MERSA infection on my ass while in the hospital & had two gaping wounds for a while.. when I got out, I had a wound care nurse coming to my house every day to change the dressings.
What I would recommend: Make sure you're alone for 12+ hours or longer. Honestly, I don't understand how I'm still alive.
 
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Well... I basically booked a hotel room & went there and overdosed on xanax & fentanyl. @ the hospital they said that I was very near death.
I believe I had over 100 pressed xanax pills & quite a bit of fentanyl & I was drinking as well. I don't really remember much of the incident & had to go through my journal after the fact to put the pieces together because no one @ the hospital told me what really happened.
It happened on Feb 6 of this year. I believe I checked in at around 7-8 PM. When I did not check out the next day, I guess the staff came to check on me & called an ambulance. They intubated me & i was put on a ventilator. I was eventually extubated but had to be re-intubated again. I was hallucinating like crazy in the hospital too. I don't really remember the situation at all, to be honest. Just little bits & pieces that I have put together.
It was an awful experience I really would not wish upon anyone. The aftermath? I'm physically fine, minus the fact that my voice is really messed up. I get out of breath really easily now & have to take long pauses between my words for people to understand me.
I have definitely caused myself some brain damage, though. I barely remember anything I've done in the day & have to rely on my parents to keep up w. my appointments and what not. My mom told me that when they did a brain scan for me they found two black dots on the results? Not too sure what she means by that. I also caught an MERSA infection on my ass while in the hospital & had two gaping wounds for a while.. when I got out, I had a wound care nurse coming to my house every day to change the dressings.
What I would recommend: Make sure you're alone for 12+ hours or longer. Honestly, I don't understand how I'm still alive.

I'm so sorry you somehow managed to survive that attempt what a nightmare. Even in death life can be so cruel.
 
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Well... I basically booked a hotel room & went there and overdosed on xanax & fentanyl. @ the hospital they said that I was very near death.
I believe I had over 100 pressed xanax pills & quite a bit of fentanyl & I was drinking as well. I don't really remember much of the incident & had to go through my journal after the fact to put the pieces together because no one @ the hospital told me what really happened.
It happened on Feb 6 of this year. I believe I checked in at around 7-8 PM. When I did not check out the next day, I guess the staff came to check on me & called an ambulance. They intubated me & i was put on a ventilator. I was eventually extubated but had to be re-intubated again. I was hallucinating like crazy in the hospital too. I don't really remember the situation at all, to be honest. Just little bits & pieces that I have put together.
It was an awful experience I really would not wish upon anyone. The aftermath? I'm physically fine, minus the fact that my voice is really messed up. I get out of breath really easily now & have to take long pauses between my words for people to understand me.
I have definitely caused myself some brain damage, though. I barely remember anything I've done in the day & have to rely on my parents to keep up w. my appointments and what not. My mom told me that when they did a brain scan for me they found two black dots on the results? Not too sure what she means by that. I also caught an MERSA infection on my ass while in the hospital & had two gaping wounds for a while.. when I got out, I had a wound care nurse coming to my house every day to change the dressings.
What I would recommend: Make sure you're alone for 12+ hours or longer. Honestly, I don't understand how I'm still alive.
Not that I want to pass on, that's your decision to make and I respect your right to make that decision, but, yes, if you would've given yourself more time, if checked in at 11:00 a.m. and were not discovered until 11:00 a.m. the next morning, your attempt might have been successful.

100 Xanax does not pack a lot of benzo power either.

Did you do this on an empty stomach? (An empty stomach is in the overdose rule book.)

I'm sorry for the damage you were left with. Brain damage is..it's horrible.

Are you glad it didn't work? Or you just reluctant to try again after everything you went through?

Thanks for sharing your experience.
 
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so lots of oxy + lots of codeine + lots of alcohol will kill me? Hmm, I'm interested
 
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so lots of oxy + lots of codeine + lots of alcohol will kill me? Hmm, I'm interested
It can kill you but unreliable. I overdosed on 100mg oxy, 30mg Xanax + 30mg Clonazepam and and a bit of vodka a few days ago and I just slept very well...
so lots of oxy + lots of codeine + lots of alcohol will kill me? Hmm, I'm interested
You would need a stronger opioid like Fentanyl or use another roa like IM or IV with heroin.

There have been many accidental deaths, especially in the US but most of the time they involved fentanyl or IV of a high dosage of another strong opioid.

I can get my hands on a lot of benzos, oxys, heroin and alc but I'm still trying to figure out the most lethal way for that combination.

Another thing is, I am afraid of needles so can't rlly do IM or IV :( I was thinking about snorting the H tho. If someone knows more about any of this please let me know.
 
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I don't know if this is true but I think by snorting heroin only 50 mg can be absorbed intranasally, meaning 100mg in total. The rest will go down your throat and will be converted into morphine. It might be more or less than 50mg but if one for example snorts 500mg heroin, it will definitely not all be absorbed intranasally.

The lethal dose of Fentanyl is stated to be 2mg.
Fentanyl is 120x times stronger than morphine (heroin is about 2,5x times stronger than morphine) meaning a lethal morphine dose would be 240mg.
But for it to be reliable we would need way more than 240mg I assume. We are talking about having no tolerance here of course.

And on the other hand, who tf knows how potent your heroin is lol.

Don't take anything I say for granted. I would just love more input on this subject.
 
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Not that I want to pass on, that's your decision to make and I respect your right to make that decision, but, yes, if you would've given yourself more time, if checked in at 11:00 a.m. and were not discovered until 11:00 a.m. the next morning, your attempt might have been successful.

100 Xanax does not pack a lot of benzo power either.

Did you do this on an empty stomach? (An empty stomach is in the overdose rule book.)

I'm sorry for the damage you were left with. Brain damage is..it's horrible.

Are you glad it didn't work? Or you just reluctant to try again after everything you went through?

Thanks for sharing your experience.
Yes, It was on an empty stomach.
No, I'm not happy it didn't work... I deff want to try again but this time w. SN. I unfortunately no longer have access to xanax/fentanyl due to my dealers skipping town.
Really fucking wish I did though...
 
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Jul 5, 2021
493
Yes, It was on an empty stomach.
No, I'm not happy it didn't work... I deff want to try again but this time w. SN. I unfortunately no longer have access to xanax/fentanyl due to my dealers skipping town.
Really fucking wish I did though...
I guess all I can suggest is to check out the dark markets. I know the stuff on those markets can be expensive. I don't know. I wish I had a better answer.

I'm sorry you didn't find what you wanted my friend.
 
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