Opened N

[Asacschrader33]

So I opened my two bottles of N to try out the taste and then put the rubber cap back into place. Currently storing them in a dark, cool place. Will they degrade faster now?

 

[fisil]

Yes it was on the air. You don't need put the rubber away you could inject a needle inside the rubber now it's to late...

Put it in the fridge if you can

How was it? How did it taste for you and how you felt afterwards?

 

[Asacschrader33]

It wasn't that bad. I plan on using it tonight so is it that bad that's it been opened for only a day?

 

[fisil]

If you do it tonight and it was opened for a couple of days. I think it's no problem and does not change anything.

Best of luck my friend. See you. Don't you think it's rushed? Seems like you really want to die.

What you mean with not that bad? Can you describ it more?

 

[Weems]

Godspeed my dude

 

[Asacschrader33]

I do want to die, life has become a nightmare. And it was moved to another bottle from the original for customs so it's all ready been exposed to air. It tastes bitter but honestly it tastes less bad than alcohol.

 

[fisil]

I guess you don't know how long it's opened already if the customs open it. I don't know. I think it should work, but don't take me by the word.

 

[8yy8uiyhbij]

You are talking about SN
This is about N

Ah my mistake, still not 100% on terms. I'll delete if you can :)

 

[Final Escape]

How was the taste?

 

[Asacschrader33]

The taste isn't that bad. Not that chemical, just bitter. It makes you feel really relaxed and sleepy. I didn't know you were supposed to use a syringe to taste it, but I've read that opening it only makes it not sterile, which doesn't matter when used for suicide.
This stuff makes you not care about anything after drinking it. I think it will really help with SI. All I wanna do is fall asleep after tasting it, not worried at all about death and it's vast implications.

 

[Theon]

How soon after tasting it did it hit you?

 

[Asacschrader33]

I'd say about five minutes, maybe even less. It's QUICK.
Thank god for this drug, man.

 

[Superfluous]

I noticed your previous thread got seriously derailed. Did you get the answer you were looking for regarding the metoclopramide (ahead or stat)?

Wishing you all the best.

 

[Asacschrader33]

I took like, 5 little sips and I am fuckity fucked up lol

 

[dandan]

this is some deep stuff, you here, opening and tasting N, fuck man... specially the part that your life became a nightmare... im sorry for that...
life becoming a nightmare, gosh
you, been here... man, this is hard to perceive in my mind

did you knew you were going to taste it Today? did you schedule the day?

as you said, you dont want to die... any advice or words you wanna share?

 

[Theon]

I noticed your previous thread got seriously derailed. Did you get the answer you were looking for regarding the metoclopramide (ahead or stat)?

Wishing you all the best.

I'm very curious about the meto as well. It scares me more than any other part of this TBH.

It wasn't that bad. I plan on using it tonight so is it that bad that's it been opened for only a day?

I guess if we don't hear from you we'll know. I hope you find the peace you are looking for.

 

[lululoo]

Thank you so much for sharing about the taste. It's nice to read that someone didn't think it was too horrible.

Peace to you.

 

[Mud.]

I do want to die, life has become a nightmare. And it was moved to another bottle from the original for customs so it's all ready been exposed to air. It tastes bitter but honestly it tastes less bad than alcohol.

After opening a bottle of N. you can store it in a fridge for about a month. But you do have to put it in the fridge right away. If all kinds of things happen to the N. it will degrade much faster.

I wish you all the best. I hope you find the peace you're searching for. I really do. But since this is the internet, no offence, I must also admit, I think your story is a strange one.

In your fist post you talk about putting the rubber cap back into place and in this post you say the customs put the N. into another bottle.

I find it hard to imagine customs really opened the bottle and then put the N. into another bottle. Especially since a bottle of N. is not that easy to open. You have to be very careful as you can see in the clip below. I find it hard to imagine customs taking all that effort. And then having another bottle with a rubber cap laying around...

 

[Superfluous]

I find it hard to imagine customs taking all that effort. And then having another bottle with a rubber cap laying around...

He said it was put into another bottle for customs, not by customs.

 

[Mud.]

Duh! Now I see. I stand corrected.
My only excuse is that it's very late/early over here.
I'll let my previous post stand as a testament to my stupidity.

All the best Asacschrader33.
I hope you find the peace you're looking for.

 

[not_a_robot]

The taste isn't that bad. Not that chemical, just bitter. It makes you feel really relaxed and sleepy. I didn't know you were supposed to use a syringe to taste it, but I've read that opening it only makes it not sterile, which doesn't matter when used for suicide.
This stuff makes you not care about anything after drinking it. I think it will really help with SI. All I wanna do is fall asleep after tasting it, not worried at all about death and it's vast implications.

I'm afraid I'll test it and end up enjoying it too much to ctb. Like heroin.

 

[deathenvoy]

It tastes bitter but honestly it tastes less bad than alcohol.

I have very same impression.

 

[riverstyx]

I'm sorry you arrived at this point in your life. I wish I could help you.

 

[jake3d]

I'm very curious about the meto as well. It scares me more than any other part of this TBH.

It shouldn't. The incidence of EPS with meto is 1 in 500, and the incidence of bad/uncontrollable EPS is a further small percentage of that. I took 2 meto and i did not get any ugly symptoms. Will probably go further and try to simulate a regimen as my expiry date approaches, but i don't think there will be any issues.

EIther way, you are going to have to try it out to see if it works for you, because if you have a bad reaction to it you'll have to use domperidone.

 

[angie]

I took like, 5 little sips and I am fuckity fucked up lol

How much anti emetics you going to be taking .

How much anti emetics you going to be taking .

My worry is that i can't drink fast . 2 bottles seems a lot to drink fast . anyone else worrying about the drinking fast bit .

 

[ddutch]

So I opened my two bottles of N to try out the taste and then put the rubber cap back into place. Currently storing them in a dark, cool place. Will they degrade faster now?

The taste isn't that bad. Not that chemical, just bitter. It makes you feel really relaxed and sleepy. I didn't know you were supposed to use a syringe to taste it, but I've read that opening it only makes it not sterile, which doesn't matter when used for suicide.
This stuff makes you not care about anything after drinking it. I think it will really help with SI. All I wanna do is fall asleep after tasting it, not worried at all about death and it's vast implications.

If you plan to use it soon than its not a problem that you opend the rubber and took it of.

 

[fisil]

Is he gone already? What can i expect to get for a answer?

 

[JoeFailure]

Is he gone already? What can i expect to get for a answer?

That's obviously the rub on this. We usually don't know if it worked or ever know if it's painless. One of the reasons I try to encourage them to haunt or give us a sign if they can from the other side if there is one.

 

[Aliaiactaest]

I have very same impression.

I happen to like the taste of alcohol. Hmmm.

 

[JoeFailure]

Come on man or woman, yeah thats sensitive (to most people maybe),
many of us have been tried to be helped before... many many times...
I guess we are here because most of us, despite help of many people...
so most of us here are reaching that exact point in our lives.... so even if you are sensitive, im just tired of reading that at the moment
sorry for the rant...

(besides what kind of help were you willing to do?) REALLY? would you run a 20K ? would you lend him 600bucks for ?
would you take a day off from work to go do things for him?



so you want other people to catch the bus so they can come back and tell you whats going on? cool ,

Come on man or woman, yeah thats sensitive (to most people maybe),
many of us have been tried to be helped before... many many times...
I guess we are here because most of us, despite help of many people...
so most of us here are reaching that exact point in our lives.... so even if you are sensitive, im just tired of reading that at the moment
sorry for the rant...

(besides what kind of help were you willing to do?) REALLY? would you run a 20K ? would you lend him 600bucks for ?
would you take a day off from work to go do things for him?



so you want other people to catch the bus so they can come back and tell you whats going on? cool ,


Really, that is your worry angie?
maybe you like most of us are living in a world of almost living hell
and you cant make an effort to drink 200ml??
you can practice with soda can, which are 355ml
thats a very small obstacle in my opinion
they are not asking you to run a 20K
perhaps you cant drink 200ml today
but what about practicing?
have you practice this week?
drinking water?
200ml?
wish my obstacles were as small as yours

No. Not really sure why you're lashing out at people here.

I always try my best to encourage people to find any way possible to keep going.