Mooshi
Across space and across time, I will be there.
- Jan 13, 2020
- 205
I know it's kinda silly when I talk about my geese, but I just love them so much. If it weren't for them I would have ctb last night.
Yet they are the only thing keeping me from doing it, because I can't do that to them.. not yet. They'll just wake up one day wondering where I am, what happened, if I'll ever come back... I can't do that to them, not yet.
I am planning on ctb sometime next year, thinking sometime in July. That way I will have gotten more time with them... They'll still miss me, but at least they got more time with me, and i'll feel better about ctb. But I don't know if I'll be able to hold out until that time, because things have turned into hell on earth for me.
Ahh fml
Yet they are the only thing keeping me from doing it, because I can't do that to them.. not yet. They'll just wake up one day wondering where I am, what happened, if I'll ever come back... I can't do that to them, not yet.
I am planning on ctb sometime next year, thinking sometime in July. That way I will have gotten more time with them... They'll still miss me, but at least they got more time with me, and i'll feel better about ctb. But I don't know if I'll be able to hold out until that time, because things have turned into hell on earth for me.
Ahh fml